Thursday 28 November 2013

FF Our 9 Months - Part 40



I know its a quite an early update as per my standards but I have my university exams from Dec 10th to Dec 21st and I want to give you all as many updates as possible before I take the mini break.

I hope you all enjoy this extra long update ! Wink

Happy Reading ! Smile 





It was evening and the Raizadas & Guptas were all bact at the guest house, the ordeal of their lives was over , the fear that gripped their hearts had been taken care of, Shyam Manohar Jha had been driven insane and right now he was being escorted into a place from there would be no return, Arnav Singh Raizada had pulled all the right strings, he had put to use all his might as the ASR to make sure that the evil in their lives would be kept as far away as possible and if Mr.Jha tried to make his escape, then he would be shot dead.
And right now they had all retired to their rooms, each one of them needing the solace and comfort of their special ones.
Anjali held Dia close in her arms as she sat lost in her thoughts, the memories of her marriage to Shyam, his constant tokens of alleged love for her, his betrayal coming to the fore, his attempt to make his way back into their lives to the point today when she had seen her ex husband deny her and their daughter even in his insanity, proclaiming undying obsession and need for the girl who truly belonged to her brother.
But what was shocking to Varun who was watching Anjali from far was that she hadn't shed a single tear though she was lost in her thoughts, it was a woman who was pondering over the tragedies that she and her family had to suffer, there was no pain or loss of love reflected anymore for Shyam Manohar Jha, and Anjali herself was on the same thoughts, the moment had come when Anjali was Anjali Singh Raizada and ready to move on with her life.
As he watched , Anjali cradled Dia closer into her arms, cradling her little cheeks in her palms, looking into her daughter's eyes which were full of innocence and love for her mother,
"Dia , I cannot say that I am sorry you will grow up not knowing your father. Because its better to grow up fatherless than have a father like Shyam Manohar Jha.
You may come across situations in your life when you will wish that you had him standing beside you , holding your hand, his warmth as your protection but truth is that Shyam never loved you. He wished you dead even before you were born.
You have your Mamma who will try to the best of her abilities to fulfil all the duties of a mother and a father. And I know I can count on your Arnav Mamu Akash and NK to be the best father figures in your life, Payal loves you like her own child and Khushi Bhabhi ... sometimes I feel that she has loved you much more than even I have ever loved you.
You have a family who treats you like a princess Dia and you will never miss your father, not as long as we are alive ... "

" What if Dia needs someone whom she needs to call Papa ??
What if I tell you that I cant live without Dia anymore ?? "
Anjali's head whipped around to the source of the voice and she was shocked to see Varun standing in the doorway, his words taking time to register. Shock and an unknown fear crept into Anjali's heart, Varun was staking a claim on Dia as though she belonged to him as well and Anjali wasn't sure if she was ready to share her daughter's life with anyone else other than her family.
" Varun what are you trying to tell me ?? " asked Anjali as she rose to face him.
Varun took measured steps towards Anjali, he knew the words had come out of mouth without his own volition and he didn't want to scare her away but she had to know the truth,
" what do you think I meant Anjali ??
I think all these days that I have spend with you all , you of all the people should know that I love Dia.
I am not offering Dia a life and my name out of sympathy or because of what we saw today. What I saw today helped me realise that even if Shyam Manohar Jha had indeed mended his ways, even then I wouldn't let him come near you or Dia because you both belong to me, he may have been your husband but he never knew how precious you both are and his time was anyways gone, you have given him enough chances to attain for his sins. "
Anjali took a step backwards , she wasnt ready for any of it, she couldn't deny Varun's affection to Dia but she also couldn't let him have a stake on Dia ,
" Stop it Varun !
What do you think of yourself huh ??
You think you can just walk in and tell me that you love Dia and you have your rights and I will let you claim her ??
You think I will trust any man close enough to break my heart again ??
Dia has her family and she doesn't need a father.
I have 3 brothers who are ready to play her father figures and thats all it is that she needs.
After everything Shyam did, you think am going to let someone come close enough to her to toy with her feelings ?? "
Varun felt anger coursing through his veins hearing Anjali compare him to Shyam, fine if she needed it on her face then thats how he would give it to her !!
" really Anjali, you think am like your ex-husband who is out to break your heart ??
You think Dia is some sort of time pass for me ??
And whats all this nonsense abt Dia having Arnav NK and Akash to fill into the shoes of her father ??
I agree and trust to the fact that they love her as their own but can they give Dia their name ??
Can Dia be Dia Arnav Singh Raizada ??
Can Dia be Dia Akash Singh Raizada ??
Can Dia take on the security of NK's name ??
Arnav and Akash have their own families and even NK will have a family soon. They have their own kids, cant you see how much Arnav already loves his babies ??
I will never doubt his love for Dia but you need to accept the harsh truth Anjali,
Dia can never take Arnav Akash or NK with her to the world and tell it out they are her father because its not the truth.
She will always be Dia , your daughter , your ex-husband's blood and if you don't wish to give her his name , I understand. She will have your name and am sure as a single mother you will give her all the happiness in the world except one ... THE LOVE OF A FATHER.
Anjali try as much as you want but what a father does , only a father can do. What a mother does , only a mother can do, its the law of nature and Dia needs a father and if Gods are giving you a chance to let Dia know a father's love then why are you denying her ??
I love Dia as though she were my own daughter, I know its difficult for you to trust another man but you can take all the time you want Anjali, there is no rush.
We can start off as friends, because it isnt just Dia I want, I want her mother too, I want you in my life Anjali Singh Raizada because I love you !!
And I want us to be a family together, you me and Dia and maybe if you feel okay I want us to have children together who will have Dia as their big sister !
Does that make sense Anjali ??
I am offering you and Dia .. my heart , my love , my soul , my name , everything that I have not because you need it but because I truly and deeply am in love with both of you and I want to bring you both all the happiness in the world, I want to lay the world at your feet like how Arnav does for Khushi, like how Akash does for Payal.
Think about it Anjali and then let me know. "
Varun leaned forward and kissed Dia on her cheeks who smiled at him widely and then he left the room leaving Anjali stunned , what she heard making her world swirl.

Meanwhile in another room, Akash was consoling Payal whose tears were endless, it wasnt often that she broke down, she had been Khushi's rock all through her life, she had seen her sister's pain right from the time she had lost her parents and today with the end of the chapter of Shyam, the relief that was coursing through her was immense and she wanted to let it out, tell everything to her one true soulmate,
" It was always Khushi ... it was she who bore all the pain Akash.
First it was the death of her parents at an age when she barely knew what it was to loose a person at the hands of death.
I have held her in my arms through the nights and days as she tried to accept the truth.
I have seen her wake up screaming out for her parents.
Thats how she grew up and then she met Arnav Bhai.
She fell in love with him but Shyam betrayed her , he had her caught in his web of lies and she kept quiet only to save both our families, she even withstood her husband's hate for the sake of our marriage, Di's happiness, the youngest amongst us all and she faced it all alone.
 And then she saved her husband's life , She started a new life with him and at a time in her life when the woman should be happiest, the evil lurked back.
Shyam .. Lavanya.
These last few months, my sister had to live in the fear of losing her husband and her children.
She doesn't deserve this Akash , she never deserved all this pain !!
I was never the strong one , Khushi was the one who stood strong, the one who protected us all and I will be damned if anything causes pain to her ever again ! "
Akash was at a loss for words, everything that Payal said was true, Khushi was the fighter and thinking back of all the disasters that struck their family, his heart bled along with hers but with it came one realisation ,
He raised Payal to look at him, gently he wiped away all her tears before kissing her lightly on her lips,
" You are right Payal, Khushi has seen and suffered a lot for us, she is a born fighter and now I can clearly see why the Gods made Khushi and Bhai meet.
They are made for each other Payal, cant you see that ??
They were born for each other.
Both of them, withstood all the pain in the world for the sake of their families, like how you spoke about Khushi, the same way Bhai has shouldered the responsibility of his family since a very young age.
After his parent's death, Bhai worked day and night to build up AR.
Whatever AR is today its the fruit of Bhai's hardwork, he supported me, he supported Di , he made sure that none of us would ever want anything as long as he is around for us.
And now they have each other Payal.
They are each other's biggest strengths, their love for each other will help them weather out any storm that threatens to come their way.
And they have their family Payal, they have us to always be there to face the evil standing side by side with them.
And I assure you Payal, they have taken care of us lifelong, its time we let them enjoy their lives a bit while we watch out for them and thats exactly what we will do now "

Meanwhile Pooja had her arms tight around NK as he let his tears fall for once and for all. NK had always been the softie, the baby of the family and it was rare to see his tears because he had a family who fawned all over him since the day he had been born
He may have never been a Raizada by name but he was very much one among them in all its senses.
NK was speaking as he cried in her arms,
" you don't know the relief I feel today Pooja. Khushi Bhabhi and Arnav Bhai are finally free of all evil. I have seen them suffer because of Shyam from the day we all came to know the truth.
Bhabhi went out of her way to bring back Bhai alive and safe from Shyam , that bas***d tried everything in his arsenal to try and turn the family against Khushi Bhabhi but Bhai stood firm with her.
You know whats funny Pooja, before Bhai got married to her, I did hold a fancy for Bhabhi, there was something about her that made me want to protect her from all possible harm. And I can proudly say that I am her best friend before being her Devar.
But when I realised that she loved Bhai, I understood, it didn't come as a shock to me though because it was clearly visible for everyone to see, they always had the spark that could ignite a volcano.
Always fighting like Tom & Jerry, looking for reasons to hate each other yet ending up in each other's arms at every chance they got !!
Their love story is divine Pooja and today after a long time this house is finally getting its peace back.
All these months I have watched Bhai live in the fear of losing Bhabhi and today finally the evil has been taken care of. "
Pooja heard everything silently, she could feel the love NK had for Arnav & Khushi, and it didn't surprise her but she definitely had something to tell him that she knew would shock him, she helped him sit straight and slowly leaned in closer to lay her head over his heart, his arms willingly came to enclose her as though it were only natural but it was her words that stunned him,
" the way Arnav Bhai loves Khushi Bhabhi , can you love me ?? "

While the shocks rippled through the various rooms in their home, Arnav and Khushi were lost in the comfort and peace of being in each other's arms, Arnav had Khushi gently confined in his arms, her head resting over his heart, they didn't words anymore, they didn't feel the need to discuss anything now, their hearts spoke, the gently caresses conveyed the rush of hot blood in their veins, the hearts beating in unison, the stolen kisses speaking volumes of their love and passion.
Arnav had one hand resting possessively over her belly while Khushi held Arnav tighter, a few tears were shed over all the pain in their life, a couple of laughs and smiles at the joys waiting for them.
And most of all the peace and comfort knowing that Shyam Manohar Jha was finally over and out from their lives.
Khushi knew the memories would haunt her, she knew the darkness would never be erased, that was the reality of memories, it couldn't be forgotten, it lingered on the outskirts rearing its head at her weakest thoughts but she also knew that Arnav would be there to kiss them away with his love and she knew that even though life wasnt a bed of roses, her life with Arnav was a bed of roses with thorns lingering around and she knew they had each other to take away the thorns.
She looked up at Arnav who looked back at her, his eyes reflecting nothing but pure unadulterated love for her, echoing and mirroring what he saw in her eyes, their faith and trust on each other binding and complete.
"Arnav "
" Khushi "
They both looked at each other and laughed, at their own uncanny precision timing.
"You go first "
"You go ahead "
Once again they laughed and decided to give it a third shot, their words shocking one another,
"Di and Varun have feelings for each other "
"NK and Pooja like each other "
And this time they both burst out laughing !!


The Raizadas & Gupta elders were all in one room and they were witnessing a miracle,
Bauji had spoken after ages and it was one line ,
"I failed as a father"

FF Let Me Love You - Part 21




This was unexpected on my part coz I was planning to update My Heart Is Yours today but then I felt like writing down LMLY out of the blue ! Wink 

Am sure many of you will want to rip Payal by the end of it and maybe Sakshi too , but everything thats going to happen is for a reason ! Wink 

Happy Reading ! Smile 





Arnav who was holding her in his arms jolted back as he heard her, pulling her up with him, he could see the fears and insecurities creeping back in, and he would be damned if he let Khushi blame herself for Sakshi's love loss !!
Arnav twirled her straight into the tight confines of his arms, locking her against him, her eyes locked with his,
" Listen to me Princess, Sakshi proposed long before I met you or saw your picture, back then all I knew was that there is a girl out there who is made for me and when I saw her, I would know.
Sakshi and I have known each other for a long time, our families are friends, we have spend a lot of time around each other but if I know one thing for sure, then it is that I have never harboured any feelings for her, forget feelings Khushi I didn't even feel attracted to her.
Am sure our families would never oppose it if I chose Sakshi, but truth is I never saw her in that light "
Khushi listened to him, his words slowly sinking in , she caught her breath when he pulled her closer so that their lips were caressing each other, his breath falling on her heavier yet feather light,
"She isnt the one who set my heart racing Khushi.
She isnt the one who made the blood turn hot in my veins.
She isnt the one whom I see spending cold nights curled under the same blanket.
She isnt the one I want to take around the world , holding hands tight as I see the many wonders the universe holds.
She isnt the one I want to grow old with.
She isnt the one whom I dream raising a family with.
The woman who makes me want all this and much more is here in this room, in my arms and she is looking at me right now, her lips are caressing mine as I speak.
Its you who I crave for with every breath of mine Khushi Arnav Singh Raizada and this heart has always waited just for you. "
If there were any doubts left in Khushi, then it was gone. The conviction in Arnav's voice as he spoke his heart could be felt like heavy footfalls in her heart and Khushi knew she would be damned if she thought that any other woman could have her place in his heart and so to the shocked surprise of Arnav, she crushed her lips onto his, taking him along with her into a kiss of mind numbing passionate intensity.
Momentarily stunned , but quickly recovering, Arnav pulled her back onto the bed as he rolled her over and let the madness take over, everything else could wait but he couldn't allow Khushi to live in the fear that their love for each other came at the price of other's happiness because it wasnt true. It wasnt humanly possible to keep everyone happy, everyone had a life to live and its not necessary that you get everything that you want. Sakshi may have loved him but he didn't and he was sure that there wasnt any actions from his side that encouraged her feelings towards him, he had always been a reserved man when it came to affections, before Khushi the only people he had showered his love on were his family and few couple of friends and there had been no one special in his life before her.
Sakshi chose to love him and if she had a broken heart today, even though she had his sympathy, he couldn't help her for something in which he had no role to play and the sooner she accepts the truth, the  better for her.
Pulling his thoughts back, he let Khushi kiss him, today he wasnt taking the lead because more than her, it was him who needed the assurance that she believed in their love and Khushi understood that. Her tongue probed and scorched his soul as she wrapped herself around him, he moaned as her lips moved from his face down to his throat while her hands slipped beneath his shirt, his hands curling around her waist. Minutes later they broke apart from the dire need to breathe, catching their breath, their heartbeats racing, their foreheads resting on each other,
Khushi was blushing a brilliant shade of crimson as she remembered her own passion while Arnav watched her amused, he flicked her nose lightly, whispering ..
"didn't know my princess is quite the sensual minx in bed !! "
Khushi overcome with embarrassment buried herself into the crook of his neck as he held her close,
" thats how I want you to be with me Khushi, free as a bird. You have all the rights on me ... heck only you have rights on Arnav Singh Raizada and you can do anything to me as you please, am all yours !! "
Her voice came out as a muffled whisper,
" And am all yours Arnav. "
Just then they were interrupted by a knock on the door, Khushi got up and straightened her clothes while Arnav just lay on the bed. He knew it had to be Akash or Alaka coming to call them and knew his siblings would anyway assume the worst so he had no qualms, Khushi gave him a mortified look as she headed towards the door but as she opened it she cringed, it wasnt Pari or Akash, it was Sakshi.
Sakshi's gaze travelled towards Arnav who was lying on the bed, the sheets crumpled, his hair tousled, shirt messed and untucked, it didn't take a lot of brains to guess what must have transpired behind the closed doors, she saw Khushi smiling at her, her eyes apologetic, meanwhile Arnav who saw Sakshi at the door didnt make a move to change the position, he knew it was hard on her but he wanted her to know the reality.
Khushi took her hand and led her in,
"come in Sakshi , did you want something ?? "
Sakshi smiled at her in return,
"actually its nothing Khushi, aunty and uncle send me up to call you, thing is Alaka and Akash were eating and I had already finished mine so they asked me to call you both down. "
Arnav sat up , "5 minutes girls, I am coming " saying so he scooted off to the washroom while winking at Khushi.
Khushi turned to Sakshi and held her hands, she wanted to come clean with her rather than pretend like she didnt know anything, she felt it would be better for all of them and also for Sakshi's stay at their place,
" Sakshi am really sorry for the pain am causing you right now. And I hope you forgive us someday. I will always pray that you find true happiness and love in your life. "
Sakshi looked at her shocked, "you know ?? "
"yes she knows " came a voice from behind Khushi, Arnav had come out and he was sitting next to Khushi as he faced Sakshi,
"we are sorry Sakshi , we know this visit isnt easy on you and I can figure out why you must have come down, and yes I told Khushi everything because between me and her, there are no secrets, anything about me, I would want her to hear about it from myself rather than a third person and I felt she had the right to know.
I hope you can forgive us and forget whatever reasons it may be that is causing you pain now.
Like how Khushi said, I hope you find true happiness and love someday soon "
Sakshi looked at them both who looked genuinely sorry for her , she knew she could be honest with them as well,
" Arnav , Khushi .. I am glad I don't have to pretend anymore. When I heard of Arnav's engagement I thought it was an arranged marriage where Arnav must have said yes so that his family is happy. I came down hoping to change his mind.
I thought I still stood a chance in having him.
Ever since the time I knew what is love, I have dreamt of belonging to Arnav, to this family. Always groomed myself in a way suited for this family thinking and hoping that Arnav would someday love me.
But now I know that love doesn't happen through plans. It is written down by the fates and it will happen as destined.
The minute I saw you Khushi, I knew there wasnt any hope left. The love you both share, it can be seen by anyone.
I have seen Arnav for so long and today he is a changed man , he is a man in love , a man in love with you and every action of his screams that, his eyes it feels to me can only see you.
And then when I saw how much Uncle Aunty Akash and Alaka loves you, I knew you were born for this family.
I am in pain , I admit that but I know this phase will pass and like you both said, Gods must have planned something for me as well, someone who will love me too.
You don't have anything to apologise for , both of you and you have my prayers and best wishes. "
Arnav could feel Khushi's tremors as she heard Sakshi speak. He knew Khushi was a girl who absorbed all the pain around her, her fingers clenched tightly into his and the next thing he saw her was hugging Sakshi who seem to need it badly.
They broke apart after a few minutes and Arnav took Khushi's hand in his as the trio walked down.
Rest of the day went quickly with all of them having a good time together, Sakshi did have a difficult time but Khushi stayed by her side, doing everything possible so that she doesn't feel left out and Sakshi revelled in her company, she found herself getting lost in the infectious energy that Khushi had around her.
Later in the evening Akash decided that all of them, the young ones of the house could go out for dinner, he also decided to call Payal along, any opportunity that he got to torture Payal, he didnt like to spare it and even Alaka agreed to his plan.
Soon the Raizadas were out at a diners with Sakshi and Payal who were introduced to each other. Sakshi could feel the animosity that Payal seemed to nurse at her own sister. But Payal could sense more. She could see the pain in Sakshi's eyes , the hurt evident though she tried her best to mask it and soon she found out that it was directed at her sister who looked lost in her fiance. Payal knew she had to have a little fun, when Arnav and Khushi decided to leave to go on a walk, and Akash and Alaka got up to check out something, Payal turned to Sakshi,
"what is it Sakshi ??
What is hurting you so much ??
You are looking at my sister and I can see that you aren't happy at what you are seeing !! "
Sakshi turned to look at Payal,
" you are right Payal, seeing your sister and Arnav together does cause me pain but thats not your problem, its not their fault either, the pain is mine and don't worry I will deal with it !! "
Payal chuckled at Sakshi's defensive reply,
"deal with all you want honey, I could care less.
As far as I know my sister has been an avalanche in everyone's lives, uprooting it with her arrival.
And I care to hoots about her. I loved Arnav and I wanted him for myself but Arnav wanted my good for nothing step sister. God knows what he sees in her !!
And going by the looks of it, you seem to have been in love with for quite a while, what happened ??
Did he reject you as well ??
Think about it Sakshi, do you want to loose out Arnav to a girl who is so badly tainted that she doesn't even deserve to be loved ??
I can help you Sakshi, I can tell you things about Khushi which am sure Arnav doesn't even know because if he knew then he would think twice before even touching her !!
Want to hear it honey ?? who knows Sakshi .. maybe Arnav will abandon once he knows that he is in love with a filthy tainted woman and then maybe you can have him !! "
Payal's words fell like hammer blows on Sakshi, her curiosity perking up, and Payal looked delighted, so what if she couldn't have Arnav, she would make sure that Khushi didnt have him either !!
Sakshi locked eyes with Payal,
"if you have something to tell me, then speak it out without creating smokes.
True I love Arnav but I respect Khushi too but if Khushi is cheating Arnav then I wont let her get away with it !!
Tell me Payal, why did you call Khushi tainted ?? "
Whatever transpired between them next, made Sakshi go beserk, she knew Samar Uncle and Sayali Aunty would never want a girl who was damaged for Arnav.
She knew Arnav wouldn't want a girl who had been tarnished. And as far as she could see , she couldn't fathom that Arnav was with Khushi despite knowing her past. She knew Khushi had a lot of answering to do and she would make sure that Arnav knew the real face of the girl he was so madly in love with !!


Thursday 21 November 2013

FF Our 9 Months - Part 39




Hola Heart

This update is dedicated to the most ardent stalker of O9M Wink my ever loving ... always happy adorable lil cutiepie ... Ananya Heart Sweetie ... I know I kept u waiting too long and am sry ... but I hope u like the end of the snake !! Wink 

with this .. there will be no more Shyam Manohar Jha ! Embarrassed 

Happy reading !! Smile 




Each word that escaped her soft petal like lips spelled his doom, all his sense were on fire, he could hear a million voices screaming in his own head, and they all belonged to him, it was his own voice, his conscience to me more precise hurling the truths at him in tandem,
she was the most beautiful woman he had ever laid his eyes on,
she was everything he wanted ,
and yet this woman whom he had craved for above all others hated him, anyone would love him .. have him but not Khushi and the truth hit him with blinding reality.
He could feel his mind crumbling down , he could no longer run , he wasn't in command of his own body, he could feel the strength deserting him , his chest muscles were contracting , invisible loops seemed to be vising around his neck and he could no longer breathe.

Arnav and Khushi watched as Shyam s condition deteriorated, and they felt NOTHING. Not even pity for a man who had been completely destroyed and ripped into shreds, not an iota of kindness made its way to their heart because the man crumbling in front of them had been a cause of pain in their lives too long that they didn't hold a heart when it came to Shyam, it was pure ince cold unadulterated hatred, such powerful animosity that made them want to make Shyam Manohar Jha bleed to his death, a slow excruciating end to a life wasted wrecking other's lives.

Khushi watched in horror , as Shyam stumbled towards her but it wasn't at Khushi's feet that he fell, Arnav stepped in front of her , shielding her away from Shyam who looked at Arnav like a mad man,
" Saale Saab ... you were right, Khushiji is right, she doesn't love me , I can see it , she hates me , she doesn't even care whether I live or die and the truth is driving me mad, I wish to die but I have a deathwish Arnav and you have to grant it !!
No matter how cruel the man might have been, his last wish is always honoured.
When life leaves me , I want to see Khushiji in front of me, hers should be the last face I see !! "
Khushi clutched her heart hearing Shyam speak, his words send her reeling, the depth of his obsession with her was fear instilling, it ran too deep.
Arnav felt his blood churn as he saw Shyam lying at his feet like filth, his words send rage coursing through his veins. He hauled Shyam to face him, his grip firm on Shyam's neck , Arnav wished to squeeze the life out of him that very instant,
" What do you think Jha ??
You expect Arnav Singh Raizada to grant you your last wish ??
You expect me to bring Khushi in front of you so that you can die in peace ??? "
Spat Arnav on his face he punched Shyam straight on his face, Shyam staggered at the impact of the hit, Pooja & Payal rushed to hold Khushi who was staggering at the scene unfolding in front of her, Shyam could barely recollect himself as he felt Akash and NK launch themselves at him, Anjali and Dia along with Varun were standing with the others watching as the Raizada men handled Shyam.

Varun who was seeing Dia's father for the first time felt rage bubbling inside him, he looked at
Dia who was nestled in his arms, the innocent little child in his arms would never know her real father and he couldn't fathom how any man could abandon his own daughter .. attempt to kill their own child,
 Anjali who was standing next to him , a woman who worshipped her husband at once upon a time, saw him as her living God , breathed only for him and Shyam had only been with her for the sake of her money,
 Khushi who was being supported by Payal & Pooja, he watched as Arnav walked to her , Khushi who threw herself into Arnav's arms as she broke down. Arnav whose face was marked by agony at the sight of the woman he loved breaking down , Khushi the innocent victim of Shyam's manipulative games.
Varun closed his eyes as he tried to control himself, 2 innocent women and a child, the victims of Shyam Manohar Jha's evil schemes.
That moment was the hour of realisation for Varun, if he had been confused then now he knew, he would never let anyone hurt Anjali or Dia , not even by a glance as long as he was alive.
He loved them, the mother and the daughter just like how Arnav loved his wife and soon going to be born children.
And whether Anjali accepted him or not, he would always watch out for them, be their protector .. even if its from far. He would never let Dia feel the absence of a father and Anjali will always find him beside her for anything she needed, as a friend if not as a lover.

Arnav held Khushi tight as she let her pain out, all the pain of being manipulated and traumatised by the man at their midst, she clung to him feeling the last embers of the fire they had been fighting for so long die out.
NK and Akash were still at Shyam's throat, their fury knew no bounds today , Akash choked the life out of him , his rage like an erupting volcano ,
"Shyam Manohar Jha " he raged .. each word accentuated by a punch , " You made the mistake og hurting my sister , the woman who raised me and Bhai like her own kids, you made the mistake of hurting my brother's wife .. my wife's sister ... my sister !!
You have caused us enough pain Jha and now you are about to pay for it all !! "
NK who had always been a person who could never even hurt the meanest of living souls could no longer contain it, he hurled Shyam around to face him, what happened next was something no one could fathom, reckless rage unfurled itself as NK forgot his surroundings and no one stopped him, his words would never be forgotten by anyone in the vicinity,
"I loved you like an elder brother, you weren't just my Di's husband..
I respected you.
I loved you .. as much as I loved Arnav Bhai & Akash Bhai and yet you betrayed all of us.
Anjali Di ... have you ever thought about how much she loved you ??
How much she trusted you ??
And Dia ... you tried to kill her ??
What sort of a father are you ??
And then there is Khushi Bhabhi ... as pure as any woman can be and you tarnished her name too !
She belongs to my brother , and you were the reason for all the hate between them , you tried to kill my brother to reach Bhabhi !
You have slithered through our lives too many times Shyam and its time to put an end to it !!
You will not come near our family again ... do you hear that ??
You filthy rotten piece of scum !! "
Every single person watching the Raizadas & Guptas were rendered speechless, the agony that the families had gone through because of a single man was laid out bare in the open and no one ... no law enforcement personnel present as witnesses dared to stop them as Shyam got what he deserved.
Only the Raizadas and Guptas deserved to punish Shyam and it would only be them.
Khushi looked at Anjali who was being overwhelmed by the haunted memories of her past, their eyes met , and all the betrayal and pain that both women had to endure were felt in torrents and they rushed into each other's arms. Finding comfort in each other and thats when Arnav snapped totally, he hurled a beaten and bloodied Shyam who looked barely alive and threw him at the the feet of the 2 women he had hurt the most ,
" Apologise Shyam ... NOW !!
And don't you dare touch them.
It will be your death if you try to.
You will apologise to my sister .. for the infidelity you committed on her , for tarnishing the purity of my sister's selfless blind love and trust in you.
You will apologise to Di for trying to take kill the daughter of the Raizadas in her womb .
You will apologise to my wife for all the pain you gave her from the day you walked into her life,
The betrayal of her trust.
The destruction of her innocence
The tarnishing of her purity
The hatred that you created between us
The attempt you made to separate us.
The attempted murder of our children along with the help of Lavanya
The attack one our marriage using our past
Your sins to my wife and my family are too many Shyam and if you want me to let you live in peace at the asylum then you better apologise.
This will be the only chance of redemption that Arnav Singh Raizada will allow you to have or else you will rotting away the rest of your life in the nation's worst lunatic facilities, I will make sure that every remaining second of your life, whether it be days months or years, I will ensure that you bleed to your death, will ensure that you are driven insane with the memories of your life till now. "

Anjali watched in revulsion as she saw Shyam look at her, there was not an iota of regret in his eyes, there was just a bland sense of acceptance in his eyes, his words felt like cold iron rode of her heart, if she had expected remorse from him, then there was none because Shyam Manohar Jha had relapsed into a world that was devoid of any sanity,
" I am sorry Anjali but even now I just have one thing to tell you, you and our marriage were nothing but a source of wealth for me, even when we created our child together , there was no love , it was a mistake that shouldn't have happened and I feel nothing , not even now when my death awaits me, you and Dia .. I only feel sorry that you were the unfortunate victims of my ploys to get the one woman that I loved !! "
Shyam then looked at Khushi who was ensconced in Arnav's arms, her eyes barely looking at him as though it were a curse to even look at him,
" Khushiji , I will die happily in this life of mine with just one prayer in my heart which you believe to be stone, to be born again so that atleast in my next life, I am able to win your love. !! "
Shyam uttered the words with a smile of contentment on his face, and every single person there knew that Shyam would never be sane again, he was long lost in his fixation to Khushi to see his life clearly anymore, Arnav wanted to kill Shyam with his bare hands but he and Khushi who held him close to her knew that there was nothing they could do anymore , their words were the most powerful weapon against Shyam and they would use it once more,
Khushi looked at Shyam, her gaze unflinching ...
"You Shyam Manohar Jha will never have my love, not even if you are the last man on the planet who is alive, in this life and in all my coming births, Khushi will belong to Arnav and there is nothing you can do to change that because as much as you might want me, my hate for you is a millionfold more intense that your lust for me and you will live the rest of your lives with this knowledge etched into your memories.
You will never see me again .. not even on your deathbed .. you wont be missed Shyam Manohar Jha "  

Tuesday 19 November 2013

FF Let Me Love You - Part 20




Hola Heart

Okay am ready with updates for LMLY and LIDV Smile and I will be posting an update for O9M also this week ! Wink 

I know u all are apprehensive about the new entry but she isnt evil in the normal sense, she has her own problems and she is about to face the biggest reality of her life and she has a role to play indirectly in Arhi's lives too but more about her , you will understand as the story moves forward ! Wink 

hope u all enjoy this update ! Smile 

P.S. I have already mentioned her in the CS for LMLY but I will once again post her pic here ! 

Happy Reading !! Smile 




Sakshi stood outside the gates to Raizada Mansion, her bags in hand, she knew she had a difficult mission, having known the Raizadas all her life, having grown up with Arnav or more apt to say having  watched him growing up from far, obsessing over him, cherishing dreams of one day belonging to him, she had modelled herself to be everything that he would want in his wife, the perfect traditional girl with the right family values, prim and proper, educated, beautiful and classy with perfect etiquettes , she was everything that a well bred girl of her age could hope to be and she was always a welcome guest at RM, she got along well with Alaka & Akash, and she loved Arnav from faraway.
But the object of her fascination was unaware of all this, to him Sakshi was nothing but a family friend, her father and his father were business assosciates, they got along pretty well as friends too, Sakshi was a fine girl and thats where it ended. Sakshi loved Akash and Alaka like her siblings because she was modelling herself to be their Bhabhi once she got their brother, she accepted everything in his world because she hoped to have him, the reality that she was living in a self constructed world of make believe was something she and the people around her were oblivious to.
But now she felt it was time to make the people around her realise that she meant to win what her heart craved for.
As she rang the bell, Samar opened the door and welcomed her in , " Sakshi !! it was such a pleasent surprise sweetheart to hear that you would be visiting us, your secretary called to inform us and we were so thrilled at your timing, am sure you have heard the good news from your father already !! "
Sakshi bend down and took Samar's blessings before hugging him, a smile plastered onto his face, not giving away the fact that their cause for happiness was the cause for her pain !
" ofcourse Samar uncle, Papa told me about Arnav finding his bride, I cant wait to personally congratulate him !! where is he and when do I get to meet the lucky bride ?? "
" Oh you will have to wait a little Sakshi , " announced Sayali who had walked in just then to welcome their guest , Sakshi was astonished to see the happiness on Samar and Sayali's faces, they seemed to be over the moon as they shared the news with her, " you see Alaka and Khushi are staying at Alaka's place and Arnav & Akash are also with them most often, why don't you get fresh ??
and by then I will have them come over to meet you. "
Sakshi felt rage bubbling inside her to know that Arnav was away from his parents and that the girl was spending time with him and his siblings , something that she had always visualised as her right !
Without a word Sakshi left to get fresh as Sayali called up Arnav to tell him of Sakshi's arrival.
Meanwhile Arnav was sleeping away to glory, his face nestled into Khushi's neck as his arms held her protectively as they both slept, sharing a night of beautiful and peaceful dreams. But he was soon stirred awake by the sound of his phone ringing which had woken up Khushi as well , he saw her awake and slightly pecked her on her lips as he signalled her to be quiet showing her that it was Mama calling,
"Good Morning Mama !
You called so early ... is everything alright ?? " enquired Arnav , Khushi watched him listen , saw him smiling occasionally as he stared at her while his mother spoke to him and then he hung up and looked at her ,
"Good Morning Beautiful !!
I am sorry we couldn't sleep longer , dammit Khushi I slept as though in a dream in your arms !!
But now we have to get ready , we have a guest at home and Mama wants us to get over there asap !!
You get fresh , by then I will wake up Alaka and Akash too !! "
Khushi got up with him wondering who the guest was , "who is it Arnav ?? is it a relative ?? "
Arnav who had been washing his face called out , "no Khushi it isnt a relative , her name is Sakshi , she is Papa's business partner's daughter, they are acquainted with our family since a long time and I think Papa must have told them about us and she must have come down to meet you , don't worry, she is a nice girl, am sure you will get along just fine with her !! "
Arnav who had come out of the washroom by then , hugged her close before heading out to wake up his siblings.
Soon they were all ready and on their way to RM, Sakshi was waiting at in the living room to eagerly meet Arnav and as soon as the doorbell rang, she ran ahead to open the door, but she felt the wind knocked out of her as she saw the girl standing next to Arnav.
She knew right then and there that hers was a lost battle, the girl in front of her was the most beautiful woman she had ever seen, angelic looking, a smile on her face that reached the depths of her heart, innocent and demure, she could see at once why Arnav had gone head over heels and what confirmed her worst fears was the look on Arnav's face who was looking at Khushi, it was of a man who had found meaning in his life, all secrets solved , no more mysteries, a look of attainment of the complete happiness, like he could want nothing more from life than the girl whose hand he was holding onto, Sakshi felt her heart breaking but she reared her pain in as she smiled at the couple in front of her ,
" so this is Khushi !! I cant tell you how much I have been looking forward to meeting you !! "
Sakshi gushed as she hugged Khushi who was initially startled but then reciprocated the hug , Sakshi then hugged Alaka and then smiled at Akash who greeted her, her eyes falling on Arnav only when she couldn't avoid it any longer and the memories of the last time they met flashed between them, Sakshi's pain may have been oblivious to all but not to Arnav, he knew what was going on inside her heart and he knew he would have to soon tell Khushi about it too, he would never want Khushi finding out about Sakshi's hidden feelings for him from anyone else other than him and he also fervently hoped that Sakshi had moved on with her life.
Once the greetings were all done, they all walked in and whatever happened next send Sakshi reeling. Sayali and Samar greeted Khushi like their own daughter, Khushi already moved about as though she had been a member of RM all her life and the affection the family held for Khushi couldn't be missed. Sayali fussed over Khushi complaining to Samar as to how tired she looked, reprimanding Arnav for making her work too hard on the exhibition, Samar treated Khushi like she was the apple of his eye, telling her how much he had been missing her.
It took Alaka screaming at her parents to make them realise that their children were also waiting to be acknowledged !!
" okay thats it you two , you have your 3 other kids waiting here to be hugged and kissed and you seemed to have forgotten us all after seeing my Bhabhi !!
Am sure my complaint is justified ... right Bhai ?? " asked Alaka as she looked at Akash and Arnav for support , her eyes sparkling in amusement !!
Arnav joined her in , "thats right Chukti , Mama & Papa sees Khushi and there you go, the entire world is forgotten !! "
But it was Akash who stumped them all specially Sakshi because Akash was someone who would never display his affections out in the open ,
"come on you 2 , how can you even complain ??
I am not going to crib !!
Why would anyone think of anything else when they have my Bhabhi ??
She is our angel after all !! "
They were all equally rendered silent as Akash pulled Khushi into a hug who laughed as she affectionately ruffled his hair and hugged him back , watching all this had been too much for Arnav who immediately moved into the picture,
 He went over and pulled Akash away, boxing him in his stomach , "okay young man , I get it that you love my wife but you don't get to hold my world all the time , do you get it ?? " declared Arnav as he held Khushi close , placing a slight kiss on her forehead who pushed him away as quickly as he got her leaving him shocked, she went over and pulled the 2 Raizada siblings into a hug who immediately hugged her back ,
"ofcourse not  Mr.Arnav Singh Raizada, Pari & Akash are part of our world too and they get to be with their Bhabhi as much as you do !! " said Khushi winking at Alaka and Akash who had gleeful expressions on their face seeing the great ASR stumped, they decided to make him more jealous and kissed Khushi on both her cheeks who kissed them back.
Arnav fumed in jealousy as he saw them all shunting him out , " Oh is it so Mrs.ASR ?? then you wait now , you have no idea what you have invited on yourself " said Arnav as he launched himself at Khushi who ran away in the nick of time, Sayali and Samar were chuckling away merrily as they saw their eldest lovesick child chase after Khushi while the rest were doubled up in laughter.
" you cant catch me Arnav ... I will slip right through your grasp " called out Khushi as she ran up the starirs with Arnav in hot pursuit !
The only person who was shell shocked in all of this was Sakshi, it was her wake up call , all her life she had trained herself to be the ideal Raizada bahu and here she met Khushi who had nailed all her dreams into a stone coffin in a matter of few days, the family's love for Khushi was undeniable, she was the centre of their world, even Arnav Akash and Alaka came only second to Khushi now.
To hear Alaka and Akash call Khushi their Bhabhi was blood churning, she had always imagined them calling her Bhabhi , Sayali and Samar petted her exactly like how they loved Alaka or maybe even more.
And Arnav, the guy who never even flirted with a woman for fun, he was the ultimate romantic fiance now, damn the world he had already started calling Khushi his wife !
Seeing another woman ensconced in his arms was tearing her heart into shreds and she was now cursing her fates as to why she had come down to see all this !

Meanwhile Khushi had ran into Arnav's room , not knowing where she was heading to , but hearing his close footsteps, she hid herself behind his long life size mirror, Arnav entered his room to see it all empty, he was sure that Khushi had ran into his room, it was only a matter of time before he spotted her, he stepped in and locked the door behind him so that she wouldn't escape, he moved around stealthily, but Khushi was watching him and changed her hideouts as he moved around,
"come on Mrs.ASR, where are you hiding ??? I know you are in here ... I can feel you ! " called out Arnav as he went about looking for her.
Arnav and Khushi were thoroughly enjoying their little game, they felt like 2 kids who were living their lives once again from the start.
Khushi chuckled as she crept up behind him, unknown to the fact that he had spotted her flying dupatta through the mirror and just as she caught hold of him , he whipped around as he pulled her into his arms , falling onto the bed, bringing her down along with him , with her own top of him , both of them panting, their breathing heavy as it echoed through the entire room.
But they were lost in each other, their eyes seeking out each other, drinking in the other, reaching out into the very depths of their souls !
He removed a stray strand of hair from her forehead as her face lowered closer to his , their proximity unknown to both of them, Arnav savoured her nearness, her breath washing all over him as her eyes fell on his lips, without further ado he brought her lips onto his as they let their love conquer them !
He turned her over so that now she was beneath him as he plunged into her soul, Khushi slipped her fingers beneath his shirt, wanting to feel him closer as she kissed him back with equal fervour.
After what seemed like ages they broke apart, catching their breaths as Arnav hugged her close, Khushi fumbling with the buttons in his shirt ,
" Arnav can I ask you something ?? " asked Khushi a little too cautiously that didn't go unnoticed by Arnav , who immediately raised his head to look at her ,
"ofcourse Khushi , you know you can ask me anything ?? "
Khushi looked at him , her hands caressing his face as he kissed her fingers, " Is Sakshi okay ??
I mean , she seemed happy to meet me but I could still feel that she was in pain, I could see it in her eyes,
The way she looked at you .. I could sense it.
Is there something you want to tell me ?? "
Arnav was shocked at her questions , he hadn't expected Khushi to sense it so quickly !!
" Khushi .. Jaan ... how did you know ??
How did you know that Sakshi is hurting inside ?? " asked Arnav as he placed feathery kisses on her face.
Khushi smiled at him, " Arnav I am a girl who has known more pain than happiness ever since the day I was born.
I was raised in pain.
And I can easily sense it ... specially the pain at the loss of someone I love deeply.
The pain of being destroyed .. at having all your dreams taken away from you in the flash of an eye and thats exactly what I saw in Sakshi !!
She loves you ... doesn't she ?? "
Arnav was literally speechless now .. Khushi had understood everything without him uttering a sinle word !!
He cupped her face and made her look at him ,
" Listen to me Khushi and listen carefully.
You are right, she loves me , and a few months back she proposed to me and I rejected her straight away.
If you ask me why I rejected her, I honestly don't know.
Its just that I felt no connection , not even attraction towards her, it isnt because she isnt a good woman, its just that I didn't feel that she is the one I have been waiting for and I told her that very honestly though I don't think she really grasped the reality.
From her confession , I gathered that she had been in love with me for a long time and I didn't bother to get more details because the situation was already too awkward.
Also I could sense that she wasn't ready to give up yet, that she would keep on trying until she gets what she wants !
And am sure thats the reason she rushed down to meet you , to find out for herself if its all real and she may come across as a nice woman to you but I don't trust her at all Khushi !!
I know how wilful she can be when she wants something , I know what she is capable of !!
She can and she will try to hurt you Khushi and I want you to stay far away from her no matter how nice she appears to be with you !!
I will be keeping an eye on her but I want you to be on guard .
Can you do that Khushi ?? " asked Arnav as he finished telling her about Sakshi .
Khushi looked at Arnav..her thoughts running deep,
" your love for me broke her heart. Our happiness together came at the cost of her broken heart. Why is it that my existence always causes pain to people who aren't at fault Arnav ?
Pari lost Rahul because of me.
Sakshi lost you because you couldn't love her because you love me instead.
Why does loving me imply broken hearts ?? "

Sakshi