SS My Heart Is Yours - Part 6

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I know an update is long overdue here so am not going to bore u with my speeches !!  

not proofread so pls ignore typos !! 

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The minute the flight touched down in Dubai, it was pandemonium, if Khushi thought she had seen the most crowded places on earth in Delhi and Lucknow, then she was in for the shock of her life !

She was in the home of the mother of all cultures , a place that was a cultural potboiler, atleast one person from each nation had made Dubai their home.

The small city surrounded by a vast expanse of desert was nothing short of a living dream and best part was that, it felt home to anyone who set foot there.

Khushi felt like a child caught in wonderland, she wished she had an extra pair of eyes to catch all the sights around her, Arnav escorted her through all the airport clearance but she wished she could spend a couple of hours at the lounge, because the DXB airport in itself was a place to tour but what caught her attention was the people.

There were Arabs, there were Indians, Westerners, Africans ... you name it and they were all there.

Khushi had her hands safely latched onto Arnav and he couldn't help but smile at her childlike amusement. Ofcourse AR was an international brand so was the name ASR, and not even Dubai was ignorant of the man, AR's Dubai branch staff were given the task of making sure that everything was in fine order for Mr & Mrs.ASR's honeymoon.

There was a limo waiting to escort them away to their hotel and that was another surprise for Khushi.

ATLANTIS ... DUBAI'S VERY OWN ATLANTIS.

It was waiting to welcome Lucknow's Jalebi Queen with open arms, Dubai's hospitality and warmth won Khushi's heart but the hotel was beyond her imagination.

Arnav had his arms tightly wrapped around her waist, looking the madly in love honeymoon couple, the hotel staff had entertained many couple in the past but the couple before them today was special.

They had never seen a couple so beautiful and so much in love, there was nothing dramatic or forced about this couple, they were so naturally happy and normal and completely in each other's world.

The love in the man's eyes for his wife was genuine and from his heart, his love for her crossing all realms possible and the woman seemed completely at peace in his arms, like she couldn't have asked for more, like there was nowhere else she would want to be other than in her husband's arms.

Arnav had booked a luxury suite and it was worth every penny , it was beyond magic.

Arnav had kept the secrets of the room a surprise for Khushi, and she gasped as she saw through the windows of the room and realised they were in the ocean bed with the ocean life all around them. It felt unreal, removed from the real world. The entire suite was almost equivalent to a small cottage that it was hard to believe they were in a hotel.

Arnav tipped the room service guys and locked the room before turning around to look at his wife who was exploring the suite, the small pantry, their wardrobe , the rest rooms with built in jacuzzi's, it was their very own world.

When Khushi turned around she saw Arnav watching her with a smile, he held open his arms, beckoning her with his eyes and she ran across the room straight into her man's arms.

She closed her eyes in bliss as he gathered her close, her arms tightened around him, there was so much she wanted to tell him but all that could wait because she knew she had so much time left to tell him and he was all hers for the days coming up, no work, nothing. It was going to be just him and her.

Arnav brought his lips close to her ears, his words a whisper, "want to catch up on some sleep princess before I give you sleepless nights ?? "

Khushi blushed as she heard him, she nodded into his chest.

He laughed as he picked her up and carried her to their bed but he saw that the clothes were only too cumbersome, so as much as it was going to be hard for him to resist to keep his hands off her, he decided to be a gentleman and much to Khushi's shock, he wordlessly helped her remove all her clothes, she blushed as he undressed her but didnt turn away or stop him, she craved for this intimacy with him, loved how close it brought her to him and much to his surprise his wife returned the favour as she helped him strip out of his 3 piece suit.

Completely bare, he slowly placed her on the bed and got in next to her, their nude bodies touching each other but for now more than the physical craving, it was the emotional peace and serenity they found in each other that they revelled in.

Hours later, Arnav stirred in his sleep but felt restricted to move and as he opened his eyes he was blessed with the sight of Khushi sleeping all over him, she had her arms tightly wrapped around him and her legs encasing him. As he turned a little the silk satin sheets slipped a little to making her skin visible and Khushi shivered in her sleep, Arnav pulled the sheets closer around them but he couldn't keep his hands from wandering.

He decided to give her a passionate wake up call into the evening beauty of Dubai.

His fingers slowly trailed down her body and Khushi stirred in her sleep, goosebumps erupting on her flesh. He held her close by one hand as his fingers played havoc on her tummy and waistline, slowly tickling her awake while his lips peppered kissed over her face.

She moaned in her sleep as she tried to snuggle closer, her lips coming in contact with his neck making it harder for him to concentrate but he didnt stop his passionate assault.

His fingers travelled down her love line and slowly found her feminine epicentre. Khushi in her sleep clutched him tighter around his biceps as her body anticipated his entry. He slowly slipped his finger into her waiting warmth through her lips and stroked her.

Khushi felt shades of bright hue erupting in her mind , like she was floating through a beautiful dream, her face was the picture of ecstacy even as she responded passionately in her sleep.

Her lips came slowly parted as she tried to draw in air as he continued his ministrations on her, her breasts pressed tightly against his chest, her nipples hardening and rubbing against his causing a delicious friction between them that made him groan.

He fingered her nub with alternating patterns and found himself fighting for control as her desire dripped onto his palms, unable to resist himself he slowly leaned in and captured her lower lip between his and slowly sucked as he increased the pressure on her.

Khushi was frantic bundle of unexplainable happiness in his arms and she felt herself slowly waking up and the first sight that greeted her was her husband kissing her on her lips , and to her shock the first sensation was the touch of husband down in her feminity.

She felt overwhelmed as she realised that this was her husband's way of waking her up, Arnav who hadn't realised that she had woken up glanced into her eyes as he felt her kissing him back, he saw her smiling at him, her cheeks now a rosy hue as she blushed.

But thats when he turned wild, letting go of all his self control, he inserted another finger into her waiting warmth as she bucked against them, trying to clamp down hard as he rotated and made his way inside her . she buried her head into the crook of his neck and bit him hard as she tried to keep her voice from being heard, her nails scratching his back as she let her inhibitions fly.

Arnav lowered his lips and slowly kissed the valley between her breasts as she hung onto him, keeping his attack on her relentless, he suckled her breasts one after the other , never stopping and in one glorious push, Khushi came apart in his arms, her face contorting in the expression of purest happiness as she lay panting in his arms.

She slowly opened her eyes to see Arnav smiling naughtily at her, he placed a light kiss on her lips as he spoke,

"get ready love ... am taking you out in an hour ... we are going sight-seeing  and I wont be joining you in the bath or else we wont be coming out anytime soon !! ;) "

Khushi blushed as he winked at her, she got up in a jiffy and placed a swift kiss on his lips but didnt get away tell he had given her a small spank on her butt as she scurried away.

Arnav laughed as he fell back against the pillows, life couldn't have been more perfect.

He checked up the tour guide and picked his plan for the evening. They weren't going anywhere far since Arnav had wanted to walk Khushi around.

As soon as his wife came out, he got up and gave her a smile before walking in to get ready himself.

Khushi meanwhile remembered that they hadn't called their families back home and panicked thinking how worried they all would have been and immediately dialled their home numbers but to her surprise no one seemed to have been surprised that they hadn't called.

 After informing Naniji that they had reached safely, Anjali had grabbed the phone and put it on loud speaker.

Arnav who had meanwhile gotten out came to join Khushi who turned on the speakers and the love birds had to entertain a half an hour of teasing from their siblings who were determined to burn their ire at being forgotten so quickly.

Anjali briefed them about her checkup, Rahul Lavanya Payal & Akash had their fair share of fun before ASR decided it was enough,

"okay thats it you people, I am hanging up and mark my words, I want to see how many of you keep in touch with your families once you go on your honeymoon !!

Tomorrow onwards, we will call once in the morning and once at night so that you all are assured of our safety but thats it alright ??

No calls in between unless its an emergency !!

Don't worry about us till we come back and don't tease my WIFE !! "

Anjali laughed at her love sick brother while Khushi looked mortified at her husband's brashness.

She was quick enough to admonish him,

"Arnav how could you do that ??

They are our family and they have all the right to call us anytime they want !!

How can you just refuse them ?? "

Arnav pulled her close and slowly twiddled with the knot of her robe and slipped his hands over her waist , creating havoc n her senses, he leaned in and whispered for her,

"I can do that and I will Khushi !!

This is our honeymoon and I want all your attention and all your time for myself, I want your eyes on me.

Khushi if I wasnt determined to make sure this trip is memorable for you, I wouldn't even let you leave this room.

I would have kept you locked up here.

I know they are our family but they can all forget us for good for a while, I need my wife alone right now.

I have waited too long to be alone with you and I am not sharing you with anyone else ever !!

Even when we go back ... I need my time with you , no matter what other work you may have, your first priority will always be me !!

Get that ?? "

Khushi was finding it difficult to give him a sensible answer as his fingers now moved over her softness, his possessive words building the aura around them.

She merely gave a weak nod as she hugged him, unable to bare his assault. He gently stroked her on her back and moved her hair to one side as he placed light kisses on her neck, occasionally biting her,

"Khushi I have laid out something for you to wear, get ready soon sweetheart."

Khushi nodded gently as he placed a kiss on her forehead and turned to walk away but stopped when she caught his hand,

" Arnav I have laid out your dress too , check it up okay ?? " said Khushi as she placed a light kiss on his palms and moved closer and pulled his robe open and placed a soft kiss over his heart before scurring away to get ready leaving a sheepishly grinning mightily pleased Arnav

FF Let Me Love You - Part 23

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I know you are all waiting with sticks to hit me for this delay and I am sincerely sorry that I kept you waiting !! 

Xmas , New Year , Bday & Guests @ home , I just couldnt find time to finish writing my updates. 

but anyways am back now and I want to thank everyone who wished me on Xmas , New Year and my Bday , and also for making my bday truly special & unforgettable !! 

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Leaving Sakshi in their office , Arnav & Khushi were headed towards the Gupta Mansion but on the way Arnav stopped the car midway and parked at the side and looked at Khushi who had been silent all this while.

He got out and walked to her side and opened the door for her, they were on a lonely by route off the main road so it was all quiet. Khushi got out without a word and she threw herself into his arms , for some reason tears didnt fall this time, Khushi didnt shed a tear for all the worthless words that Sakshi had thrown on her , it was anger that consumed her, anger that coursed through her veins as she thought about her vile step sister. She clutched Arnav tighter as she tried to calm herself down, Arnav felt her shaking in his arms and pulled her apart and pushed her against the car as he kissed her hard, he had seen the fury in her eyes and it wasnt any less for him, the anger that he felt towards Sakshi, towards the Guptas, towards everyone who had caused her pain in her life, it was consuming them both and the kiss was hard and bruising, there was no gently caress as they consumed each other, trying to get a control on their raging hearts.

Minutes passed by and Khushi felt her heart calming down, and the kiss turned passionate , they didnt care that they were in the middle of nowhere , all they knew was that they needed each other.

They broke apart after what seemed like ages and rested their foreheads against each other, trying to catch their breath.

Arnav caressed her cheeks and her  bottom lip with his thumb,

" where do you want Payal ?? " , asked Arnav.

Khushi looked at him, "lets call her out Arnav, its time she got a little of her own spite back and let her deal with it own her own without having my parents to back her every nonsense. "

So it was decided and Khushi called Payal and asked her to come to a spot they had arranged, Payal having no clue why she was being called eagerly left thinking that maybe Khushi had landed in trouble with Arnav and wanted Payal to help her out.

Meanwhile Arnav had called Akash & Alaka and briefed them on what happened and they soon set out to join them, if there were dealing with Payal then Akash definitely had to be there.

When Payal arrived, she was surprised to see Alaka Akash and Arnav along with Khushi, as she walked forward, Khushi walked upto her and stood facing her and before Payal knew it, she felt a stinging blow on her cheek which send her reeling !!

Payal almost fell before she regained her balance to look at Khushi who seemed to be seething rage while the others said nothing.

"Khushi .. what are you doing ??

What wrong ?? " cried out Payal as she tried to move away from Khushi but there was no escape. She pulled her around and twisted her arms behind her back as she held Payal in place,

"you want to know why I slapped you ??

Or do you want to know why I did this now ??

Come on Payal , after everything that you and your mother did to me, you still don't know that I have been itching for the day when I can give this back to you ??

You evil low life, you have the nerve to ask me what happened after turning Sakshi against me ??

For your knowledge, Sakshi has been shown her place and now its your turn and when it comes to you, I will deal with you !! "

Payal wrenched free from Khushi and ran to Akash,

"why are you staying quiet Akash ??

Cant you see Khushi manhandling me ??

And you are going to stay here and watch as she does as she pleases ??

How can you let this happen ??

You love me !! "

Akash looked at her surprised as she said the last words , he thought he had misheard her but when he saw how serious she was, he burst out laughing, while Alaka and Arnav looked at her with oure venom,

"really Pia baby , you think I loved you ??

A cold hearted witch that you are and you think any sane guy can love you ??

You are so full of yourself Payal , you and your mother, you think money can buy you anything ... even a husband and a family !!

Well for your information, money can buy a guy who can sleep with you at the drop of a hat but a not a guy who can love you from his heart.

Do I look like a fool to you Payal that you think I had no idea what you are ??

Oh please after everything you did to Bhabhi and Rahul , you think I was going to spare you ?? "

It was now Payal who stepped back in shock !!

She had never heard Akash speak like this and he knew about Rahul ?? !! how ??

" you know Rahul ... but how ???

Akash whatever you heard is a big lie , Khushi here is the biggest liar and you shouldn't believe her !! "

Akash pulled her around, his fingers bruising her,

"hold your tongue you vile woman, women who live in brothels are much better than a woman like you who seems to be an angel from the outside and is a witch at her heart !!

And don't you dare speak a word against my Bhabhi or else you wont have a tongue to speak because I will rip it out !!

You think Bhabhi told me about Rahul ?? CORRECTION Payal Gupta , it was Alaka who told me !!

You want to know how Alaka is involved ??

When your pathetic excuse of a father, Raj Gupta killed Rahul , he didnt just destroy his daughter's life but he destroyed our sister's life as well !!

YES !!

Alaka and Rahul were in love and when Rahul died , my sister was the only one alive who knew the truth !!

Arnav bhai & Khushi's bhabhi's rishta was something that Rahul had wanted long back and Alaka made sure that his wishes don't go unfulfilled !!

And I agreed to meet you only so that your parents allow Bhai & Bhabhi to meet !

If you are wondering if they knew about all this , then NO !

Bhai & Bhabhi didnt know anything about us playing cupids but just so that you know,

You called my Bhabhi a liar ??

Well she is not because even before we asked her anything, she told everything about her past to Arnav Bhai !! "

Payal who was left shocked and scared out her wits turned to look at Arnav who was seething by now ,

"Yes Payal , I love Khushi with everything that she is, you thought you can break us up and have me for yourself if I come to know what happened to Khushi ?? 

Well I already knew, Khushi herself told me everything !!

My siblings knew and my parents also know and there is no way in hell that you can break us up !! "

Akash broke in ...

"and as for you , yes I played you !!

If you think that am going to marry you then forget it Payal !!

I would rather stay unmarried than marry an immoral woman like you who has put up her body for sale to all rich men out there !!

Your place is in a brothel Payal , not in a family !!

No guy can ever love you or neither will you be able to be a good wife or mother ... or even a good daughter !!

Because you only care about Money & Power !! you think that money rules everything then so be it Payal , go ahead, use money to buy you all the happiness you want but you wont get me !! 

We are over Payal, no more acts now !! "

Alaka pulled her around, her eyes echoing years of agony & pain ,

"when you and your parents made Bhabhi's life hell , when you snatched away her reason for happiness, you weren't killing her alone !!

You killed me when you all plotted to kill Rahul !!

You killed my heart and ripped my soul and I swear Payal, its payback time now !!

Rest assured you and your parents wont be spared !! "

Payal was out her wits by now, terrified to the core, she felt so small and alone as she faced the Raizadas & Khushi, Arnav had Khushi in his arms and Payal still couldn't believe that the Raizadas had accepted Khushi despite knowing everything about her and that they had been playing Payal all this while !!

But what hit her worst was what Akash told her, she had for the first time seen herself through the eyes of a person who loathed her, she saw how worthless she was to them while they treasured Khushi.

Payal had everything that a person could dream of, a family , money , power , education and beauty and yet in front of the Raizadas she had no respect or value.

And for the first time in her life she felt like a failure.

Arnav walked upto Payal and looked at her point blank,

"you can go back and speak of everything that happened here to your parents and we could care less because Khushi isnt setting foot into that god damn madhouse ever again !!

Tell your parents that Arnav Singh Raizada is seeking payback now !!

Payback for what they did to my Khushi !

And I promise you Payal, once am done with you lot, there would be nothing left of the Guptas !! "

Arnav turned and walked upto Khushi and held her hand and walked away but Khushi wasnt done yet, she looked at Payal ..

"you have caused me enough pain Payal, not just you but also the people who claims to have raised me and I am warning you , pass this onto them as well ,

I am not Khushi Gupta anymore , I am Khushi Arnav Singh Raizada and if they ever try to hurt the people I love , then its going to be the last thing they do before I take their life with my own hands.

Rahul's death wont go in vain Pia, make sure you let Raj Gupta know this. "

And with that they walked away as Payal sat grappling with the dark reality around her, all alone in a deserted nowhere, not knowing that her horrors had just begun.

The worst was yet to come for Payal Gupta. 

FF Our 9 Months - Part 42

Hola 

I know you are all waiting with sticks to hit me for this delay and I am sincerely sorry that I kept you waiting !! 

Xmas , New Year , Bday & Guests @ home , I just couldnt find time to finish writing my updates. 

but anyways am back now and I want to thank everyone who wished me on Xmas , New Year and my Bday , and also for making my bday truly special & unforgettable !! 

Merry Xmas & Happy New Year 2014 

PS . even i catch the updates b4 my PMs reach you , pls do chk my PMs, coz thr is small surprise in it  

anyways ... Happy Reading !! 

Khushi was humming to herself as she went about tidying their room, she wasnt allowed to move around much thanks to freaky possessive husband but still she couldn't help it, she occasionally went around placing the cushions in order, arranging their wardrobe or else she spend most of her time in the nursery, its been a few days since they got back home to RM, and it felt good to be home after so long, Arnav & Akash were as usual working from home and both were busy in a video call with their clients.

Life had slowly returned to the normal, NK & Pooja had one day come to Khushi & Arnav and told them about their relation , and despite them getting Arnav and Khushi's full support , they insisted that it be kept quite till the babies were born, they both didnt want any kind of excitement within the family till the babies were with them. And Arnav had agreed though Khushi hadn't been so happy, she was having a difficult time containing her happiness.

It didnt fail to escape her and Arnav's attention that Anjali had become more withdrawn with Varun, she seemed to be keeping a safe distance these days, they hardly talked only they often saw Varun looking at Anjali with concerned eyes, they were sure something had happened between them and decided to give them time to sort it out.

And as of now Khushi had moved to the nursery and was going through everything for the umpteenth time making sure everything was perfect and in place for the babies arrival.

Meanwhile Arnav had finished his conference call and was now headed out to meet his wife, when he didnt find her in their room, he knew she was in the nursery and he was right, when he entered he saw his Khushi walking about and putting everything in place, she hadn't senses him yet and he gently crept up behind her and wrapped his arms around her waist, pulling her close to him.

But Khushi wasnt startled, she had already sensed her husband and gradually relaxed into his arms,

" Arnav I missed you " she said without turning her back , and it was Arnav who was shocked,

"what the Khushi ?? I thought you didnt know it was me !! " he replied as he slowly nuzzled and kissed his way around her neck.

Khushi laughed as she turned around and placed a kiss near his lips,

"come on Arnav, I always know when you are around. "

 "oh really ?? so you do !! "teased Arnav as he resumed showering her with kisses while speaking ,

"princess is there anything more you want for the nursery ?? I didnt get much time to check up here but if there is anything we can get it delivered here "

Khushi who was lost in an onslaught of sensations couldn't string 2 words together so she shook her head weakly while Arnav smirked, he always revelled in the effect he had on her, he pulled her down along with him to the nearby lounger as he continued to ravish, this time take her lips into a passionate kiss, and Khushi lost all sense of her surroundings as she lost herself to the passion her husband brought out in her.

Khushi moaned as Arnav mastered her, giving her only a matter of seconds to breathe before taking her back into their world of endless passion, she clutched his biceps hard as he trailed his lips from her mouth and trailed a blaze down her neck, pushing away everything that came his way.

Minutes later they lay tightly engulfed in each other's arms , Arnav drew patterns on her exposed waist while his other hand was protectively placed over her belly, the babies were due anytime now and the entire family were ready to rush to the hospital at any given time.

Khushi turned in his arms and looked at him ,

"Arnav I am worried about Di , she has been so distant with Varun the past few days , its almost like they had a huge fight and Varun, each time he looks at Di , there is so much pain.

What do you think happened Arnav ?

Did Varun say something that could have hurt Di ? "

Arnav smiled at her concern for their Di, he kissed away her worry lines before replying,

"Khushi I don't know what happened between them but we know that both Varun & Di are mature adults.

I trust Varun , I know he wont do anything that hurts others, he has always been gentle and loving to people.

Whatever it is that happened, Di looks like she is struggling to make a decision and we cant go upto her now and ask her what it is because our questions will only unsettle her.

If she needs our help , am sure she will come to us but we need to give Di the space to call her own shots.

Am sure even Di has feelings for Varun but maybe she is too scared to get into another relation after what Shyam did. Also she doesn't want Dia to fall into any kind of pain so she is just taking time to decide about Varun.

Dont worry princess, am sure we will get positive news soon. "

Khushi stared in wonder at her husband who had changed so much, there was a time when he fretted over everything about Di, a time when he made decisions for her because she was too weak to do it on her own but today she could see that Arnav was mending his ways and letting Di decide for herself so that she knows what she is doing.

She was proud of her husband for understanding his sister so much and giving her a chance to lead her life on her own terms.

She placed a kiss on his lips before huggin him close. But the silence didnt last too long because just then Khushi gasped in shock and Arnav immediately supported her to sit straight,

He looked at Khushi with concern who was giving him a tender smile,

 "Arnav my water just broke, I think its time for the babies. "

Arnav sat still for maybe 2 seconds and then he placed a kiss on her forhead before he was yelling at the top of his voice to get everyone's attention ,

"Nani .. Mami .. Mama ... Di ... NK ... Akash ... Payal .. Pooja .. Varun " he called them all and they all came in a dash, by the smile on Khushi's face , and the wet trail , the ladies immediately guessed what must have happened, meanwhile Arnav had informed a confused looked Akash NK and Varun that it was time to go to the hospital which send them all into a tizzy and the ladies had to first calm them down.

Anjali looked at the men,

"Chottey stop yelling and moving around and stay with Bhabhi.

Akash get the car started, we will be on our way down.

NK & Pooja , go to Bhabhi's room and get everything that might need at the hospital.

Varun and Payal can join us , we will go in Akash's car ahead now. Mami Nani and Mamaji , take Dia and come along in the next car with NK & Pooja. 

Also Varun , pls call the doctor and inform her that we are on our way. "

The entire family was stunned at the calm and disciplined manner in which Anjali managed the whole situation, she turned around to look at Khushi was smiling at her whilst her Chottey looked terrified out of his wits, Arnav was thankful that his sister took control because he was panicking too much, Anjali chuckled looking at Khushi was seemed to be hiding her smiles as well,

"what was it with men & pregnancy jitters "  they would never know !!

And soon they were all off, Arnav sat next to Khushi as he held her close, she looked a little pale but she seemed more calm than Arnav, Anjali sat on the other side and held her hand.

They were soon at the hospital and Khushi was immediately rushed into labour, the doctors tried to hold back Arnav but he fended them away,

"the hell I will stay back when my wife is in pain, I don't care what your rule book says but I am staying with my wife as she delivers our children !! "

The Raizadas and The Guptas who had arrived by then as informed by Payal chuckled as the doctors looked helpless in the face of Arnav's staunch determination, the family knew they could never make Arnav stay away from Khushi at a time like this and secretly they were all happy that Khushi would have Arnav by her side.

The hospital staff had never seen a more stubborn husband and they gave into his demands.

The hours passed and the pains kept increasing in intensity, each stab taking the life out of Khushi but she was a fighter and she had her husband right next to her as she fought the pains away, Khushi's screams were heartbreaking and Arnav had tears in his eyes as he saw his wife battling the pain but he stayed strong for her as he held her in his arms.

Meanwhile outside the family waited in tensed anticipation, all of them having a single prayer, "to keep Khushi & the babies safe "

Anjali was deep in prayer, she was praying for her brother & his wife whom she loved like her own sister, she knew what it had cost them to come this far and she prayed to the Gods to keep her brother's family safe and sound. She couldn't imagine her Chottey without his Khushi and she wanted everything to be fine and safe.

The doctors had come out once to inform them that Khushi was fine and that there wasnt any complications to be worried about.

Akash Varun & NK went about making sure that everyone was fine and in the best of their spirits, Varun saw Anjali standing away from them all, her eyes closed in prayer, he walked upto her and placed a hand on her shoulder, she turned around to face, her eyes scared and worried,

"Varun everything is going to be fine right ?? "

Varun smiled at her and gently pulled her into a hug,

"Ssshh Anjali, Khushi is going to be fine and very soon we will all hear the high pitched wails of junior ASRs and/or KKGSRs !! "

Anjali smiled as she heard him and pulled tighter into his arms forgetting her own worries for now, the rest of the family saw Varun hugging Anjali and didnt say a word other than passing a knowing smile, if what they were feeling was right then they couldn't have been more happy for Anjali.

Pooja teared up seeing her brother finally get close to a woman and she looked at NK was standing next to her, her hand tightly clasped in his, finally she and her brother would have their happiness rather than being so lonely in their world with no family to call as their own.

Inside Khushi fought bravely against the pains and did everything that the Doctors instructed her to do, her grip was iron tight on Arnav as she tried to suppress her cries but couldn't, Arnav right next to her all the while as he wiped the sweat beads from her face and held her tight as wave after wave of pain ride through her and then Khushi face contracted into an expression of deepest agony and she clutched his hand tight as a loud high pitched wait echoed through the room, Anrav didnt know whether to smile or cry, his wife was still in pain but seeing a tiny bundle of human mass being wrapped bu the nurses and knowing that the tiny bundle was his & Khushi's creation in flesh & blood had an avalanche of happiness crashing through him, Khushi managed a smile as she saw their baby being cleaned and wrapped up but neither of them had the time to even ask if it was a boy or a girl as Khushi's body readied itself to deliver the next baby !!

For Arnav it was nothing but pure agony to see his Khushi get crushed in pain again but they held on tight to each other as the next one followed and their face broke out into  a relief knowing that this excruciating time was almost over.

Khushi gestured Arnav to go and take the babies in his arms but he refused to leave her side, he placed a gentle kiss on her mouth,

"no way princess, we will see our angels together, none of them should feel that Mama & Papa saw one before the other. I am going to stay with you and then we will see all of them together. I want live the moment with you Khushi, not without you !! "

Khushi had tears in her eyes as she held him close, the hospital staff including the doctors and the nurses smiled as they saw the couple who madly in love with each other, it wasnt often that they saw a husband was loved his wife deeply ,and throughout the whole procedure Arnav had eyes for no one except his Khushi.

And soon her body seized up for one last time before the third baby came out , crying loud , announcing that the Raizada tykes had finally arrived !!

okay its baby naming time finally !!  as you all know that Arshi are having triplets and I still havent decided how many boys and how many girls or if it shud be a mix !! 

but you can all start picking baby names  in ur comments , leave me 3 names for boys and 3 names for girls, I will be holding a poll of the names and the ones with max votes will be selected !! 

FF Let Me Love You - Part 22

Hola 

okay as promised am back with an update  and yes I am taking a short break because I have my semester exams from Dec10th to Dec21st and I am busy with preps so I wont be able to update in between. plus its Christmas on 25th so I will be spending time with family but I promise I will give you an update for my stories around Xmas as soon as I get free from exams and get down to writing them down  

This update is dedicated to Mini who apparently love this story maybe even more than me myself  I am glad I met you hun, hope you like this chappy and it lives upto your expectations  

There will more for Sakshi to deal with , in this chappy she only had Arnav to deal with , very soon the entire Raizada clan will descend on her and yes its Tamasha time coming up for the Guptas very soon !  

Happy Reading !!  

Over the next couple of days , Sakshi spend her time observing Arnav and Khushi, the love between them was too evident to be ignored, the love the family gave Khushi ran deep but each time she thought about what Payal had told her, she could never understand how the Raizadas could love Khushi if they knew about her past, they must be unaware and she was determined to pull the veil off. 

Sakshi arrived at Arnav's office  the next day after learning that Arnav and Khushi were there to discuss the upcoming exhibition, she met them in the conference room, she looked directly at Khushi, 

"there is something I would like to know from you Khushi , I hope you don't mind answering it for me. " 

Arnav and Khushi exchanged a surprised look as Sakshi's hostile accusatory tone registered, why did Sakshi sound so pissed and what did Khushi have to do with it !! 

Khushi looked at her with a smile, "sure Sakshi , you know you can ask me anything you want, what is it ?? " 

Sakshi looked at her and then at Arnav who seemed to be watching her with caution, she saw him move towards Khushi and hold her hand, 

" Payal told me something about you the other day and if its true then I would say you don't deserve to be standing in front of me right now !! 

Were you gang raped Khushi ?? " 

Sakshi's question fell into a deathly silence, the very air in the room became charged, Khushi swayed slightly as Sakshi's reason for her anger towards her registered, Arnav held Khushi tight in his arms as he looked at Sakshi, furious enough to kill. 

Khushi composed herself and looked at Sakshi, "yes I was Sakshi, I was raped by a group of men, one among that was someone my parents wanted me to get married to and when I declined, they cornered me, thinking they can force me to submit to their will " 

Sakshi looked at Khushi shocked, outraged at her audacity to be in Arnav's arms while talking about her tainted past, thats when all her control snapped, 

"what the f**k Khushi !! 

So Payal was right, you aren't the innocent angel you pretend to be !! 

You are out to bring shame and disgrace to anyone who comes in contact with you, a tainted body , a lying heart, and you still have the audacity to stand next to Arnav ??? 

Move away from him you bitch , you don't deserve to even look at him !!! " 

The minute she finished speaking, Sakshi felt a stinging blow on her face that send her reeling, she stumbled back a few steps, before whipping around to see Arnav looking at her in murderous rage , Khushi trying to hold him back but he shrugged her off, Sakshi's lips were bleeding but that didnt deter her, 

"what the hell are you doing Arnav ??? 

You think I am lying ?? 

Khushi herself admitted to it and you are angry on me ?? 

for what ?? 

for saving you from being tied to a woman who has been touched by god knows how many men !! 

and then she has the guts to be with you when she knows you deserve much better ?? "

Arnav walked towards her and kicked her hard that send her reeling to a corner, his eyes had gone red in his angst, 

" I am a gentleman Sakshi and I would never dream of raising my hand on a woman but today with a woman like you, this is exactly what you deserve because your existence is an insult to all the good women in the world !! 

Khushi was raped and you are not the person who made me realise it !! 

If she was raped then I knew about it from the victim herself, from Khushi  herself !!! 

I love Khushi with every cell in my body , every nerve in my body throbs only for her and my heart belongs to her and she is not tainted in my EYES !!! 

In my eyes you are tainted and I will make sure I purify my hands and my shoes because they came in contact with a low life like you !! " 

Khushi had tears in her eyes as she held onto Arnav, Arnav held her hand in return, turning around to look at her, 

"don't stop me today princess, the world is filled with filth like this woman in front of us, heck I feel ashamed to call her a woman, she is an insult to women like you , mama and Pari who only know to love , Sakshi should know where she belongs and she should realise how high above her you are !! "

He turned towards Sakshi who lay on the floor , crippled in pain but that didnt stop her venom , 

"Oh so you love her despite knowing everything ?? 

What is it Arnav ?? 

Some kind of sacrifice you are making so that she can have a respected life ?? 

Did she beg you to take her , promising to be the ideal Raizada bahu ?? 

And you think your family will accept her once I go from here and tell them the kind of woman she is ?? 

You think you will be able to wake with your head held high once I tell the world what sort of a woman Arnav Singh Raizada has taken for his wife ?? " 

Arnav looked at Sakshi , his eyes reflecting pity for her lowly thoughts and rage at the damage she wanted to inflict on Khushi , 

 "What do you think Sakshi ?? 

That Mama & Papa doesn't know ?? 

That Akash and Alaka doesn't know ?? 

They all know Sakshi , they know what happened to Khushi and they don't care to hoots about it !! 

They love Khushi as their own daughter, Akash and Alaka loves Khushi as their Bhabhi , their sister with all the love in their heart and no force of the evil can come into that !! 

Alaka knew everything about Khushi when she bought Khushi's proposal for me, Alaka and Khushi share a connection thats beyond your understanding Sakshi but I will put it in simple lines. 

Khushi's brother Rahul  was murdered by their father in front of Khushi eyes, want to know why ?? 

Because Rahul murdered the Jay Singhania who was the vile creature whom Khushi's parents had selected for her, it was Jay and his friends who molested her and Rahul when he came to know murdered Jay !! 

Now do you want to know whats Rahul's connection to Alaka ?? 

Rahul and Alaka loved each other , and it was their dream to see Khushi and me getting married ! 

When Rahul died , Alaka was the only one who knew all the truth and since then she has been taking care of Khushi even without her knowledge, and when the right time came, she made us meet. 

And Khushi after having known how cruel life can be was hesitant to trust me, before accepting my love, she told me everything about her past, there is nothing new in what you told me Sakshi and I love Khushi and I don't care what her past is !! 

Women like you are a bane to all the women in the world, despite being a woman this is your mentality ?? 

In what way is Khushi tainted to you Sakshi ?? 

Is she tainted because a group of men forced themselves on her ?? 

Is she tainted because she was tortured in the most cruel way with no one around to hear her helpless cries ?? 

Just because of her past, you think she doesn't deserve to be loved ?? 

That she doesn't deserve to be happily married and raising her own family with her husband ??

According to you what should she do ?? 

Keep herself away from the rest of world or should she commit suicide ?? 

You think I care about the past that was so cruel to her ?? 

If there is one thing that haunts me about her past, then its the wrong doers Sakshi and I took an oath long back that I would make sure that each and everyone out there who destroyed the lives of Khushi Rahul and Pari will pay with the most cruel punishment ever !! 

I will not let the tormentors walk free  !! " 

Sakshi felt rage take over as she heard Arnav, the insult that she had got at Arnav's hands were too much to contain now , 

"Just shut up Arnav Singh Raizada !! 

I cant believe I was in love with a man like you, seriously with men like you around, women like your darling Khushi here can get anything they want !! 

And here you insulted me in front of a woman like her !! 

Sakshi doesn't let anyone get away with it after causing me pain Mr.ASR and mark my words, if you have decided to live with a girl whose history is as polluted as hers then I will make sure that the world turns around and mocks you straight on your face !! " Sakshi's dire threats fell on deaf ears as Arnav laughed at her, 

"you think I am going to shut myself in my room and throw Khushi out of my life just because you went and told the society that I am getting married to a girl who was molested ?? 

I am not ashamed of her past Sakshi, I don't care whether people turn around and laugh at me, I am in love with a girl whose heart and soul and body is as pure as anyone could imagine, girls like you Sakshi, you are the ones who are tainted, you have a tainted mind and blackened soul which prevents you from understanding the simple truth that a person's real beauty and purity lies in their heart and not in their body or in their physical attractiveness. 

Khushi & I informed our family about her past because our family is the closest to us in this earth and they had the right to know, whatever happened to her, its our privacy, a personal matter over which I don't want the society's stamp of approval. 

But if you go out there and tell the world , then do it, I will still walk with my head held high , holding Khushi's hand in mine for everyone to see, Khushi wont shy away either, she will walk with me and anyone who dares to hurt her in any manner, it will be the last thing they do !! 

And you can be assured of it because Arnav Singh Raizada is a man of his word.

Now get out of my office Sakshi and you better get out of my house before we reach there, I do not wish to have even your shadow in our lives !! 

And Sakshi ... 

I wont ask you to try and be a woman ... but I will tell you this .. Try and be HUMAN. " 

Khushi looked at Arnav with pride in her eyes, the way he had stood up for her, his each and every word, she was seeing herself in a new light, she was seeing herself through his eyes and in his eyes, she was cherished , loved and respected as his woman, as an independent strong woman who had risen above the ashes from the fire that had burned her life once. She made him look at her, her eyes conveying all her love and pride for him, she threw herself into his arms and hugged him tight as Arnav gathered her close. 

Sakshi who was too shocked at Arnav's outburst and the couple open display of love and solidarity seemed too lost to pick herself off the ground and walk away, Khushi noticed her inability to collect herself and disengaged from Arnav and walked over to Sakshi, she took Sakshi's hand and pulled her up who got up reluctantly, Khushi looked at Sakshi, and the emotion that her eyes held made sakshi recoil, 

It was Pity !! 

Khushi's words were the final nail in her coffin, 

" I don't hold you responsible for your words Sakshi, because whatever you bellowed here, its the thought process of 95% of our society, a girl when she gets molested, she becomes the prime attraction for the masses, 

The media celebrates her brave survival and courage to speak about it. 

The politicians made dramatic statements hoping to win the victim and her family's votes in the next election. 

The law makers debate on the appropriate punishment. 

The human rights activists launch campaigns that claims to be aimed at getting the girl justice but the prime intention is to boost their own images. 

The conservatives  and fundamentalists in the society launch into a debate on the moral ethics of the girl and how she was partly responsible for the crimes committed on her.

The relatives and neighbours first offer their sympathies and then they cut off ties because they don't want their daughter or sister s future of a good marriage to be affected by their alliance with a tainted girl. 

And the parents eventually locks the girl in darkness so that the society forgets the reality that they have a molested child in their house !! 

I was raped Sakshi and I pray everyday that no girl should go through what I and many other girls went through, the utter feeling of helplessness you feel when someone rips through your body while their hands muffle your screams, the terror of being alone and trapped while someone rips away your clothes and puts your modesty naked and bare, the numbness that you feel when one after the other they toy with your body and then they just leave you almost dead, torn and bleeding.

You wont know the horror of it unless you are in that position and God forbid anything should happen to you like that Sakshi.

I have suffered but I am also lucky Sakshi, I am blessed because the Gods gave me a family like Arnav's and a husband like Arnav who treats me like the queen of his heart, I got a chance to live a life knowing all the happiness that a normal girl of my age is entitled to. 

I see myself through his eyes and I know that I am loved and cherished. 

All I will ask you is this, 

Would you feel the same if something like what happened to me would happen to your daughter or sister or friend ?? 

Would you call them tainted and shun them ?? 

What if you had been the one who was harmed ?? 

Would you be able to live with it if the rest of the world shunned you for something in which you were the victim and not the culprit ?? 

Find the answers Sakshi and try to change, our lives are too short and we need to strive each second to be a better person. 

Try to rise above your faults !! 

As for me " , Khushi turned to Arnav and held out her hand which he took, his pride at her words evident, 

"come with me Arnav, Sakshi got what she deserved, but there is someone else who is behind all this mess today and thats my dear step sister, I think its time she got what she deserved."