FF Our 9 Months - Part 31

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Back with an extra long update  Okay I am really anxious about the feedback to this one because I know I gave no warning as to this was coming up, but this update is very special to me and I hope you all like it.

Pls ignore typoes if any coz I didnt have time to proof read.

Dedicatin this update to some very special ppl who have walked into my life.

Tina this is specially for you coz I met some of the ppl mentioned here only coz of u, u have given me a lot hun, our friendship is the biggest treasure for me and then u gave me some really awsum ppl !!

Sim ( BalSimran ) , Fari ( Farwa ) , Pallu ( VEIL ) , Aru , Jenny ( LondonChick) , Roka , Hira ... u girls have become very special over the past few days and Just wanna say that the time we spend chatting away is something I enjoy totally !!! 

Sarah ( Desi ) thanku hun for reading this update beforehand and giving me the confidence to post it. 

Anyways enough of my blabber and go read my update !! 

Happy Reading !! 

The little one was kicking away to glory, like it was in no rush to calm down, Arnav placed his face over Khushi's belly as they felt the baby move around, for Arnav the feeling was incredible, he had never known anything like this, he knew their baby was coming soon into their world but today it suddenly felt very much real, and that realisation brought with it a sudden sense of fear and trepidation for Arnav .

Arnav stood up, he looked at Khushi, his heart racing, he didn't know how he was going to explain this sudden fear that had crept into him, Khushi watched as Arnav rushed out of the room, she knew something was bothering him, she got up and followed him, and found him in the kitchen gulping down a glass of water as he leaned against the table, Khushi walked upto him and slowly placed her hands on his shoulder, Arnav looked up when he saw her looking at him with worried eyes,

Khushi : what is it Arnav ?? Why did you leave all of a sudden ?? what happened, tell me !!

Arnav took her hand and let her out into the living room, he made her sit and sat down next to her, he looked at her with worried eyes, he was scared of the emotions that were over powering him, and he didn't know how to convey them without hurting her feelings but he knew he had to tell her before it drove him insane,

Arnav : Khushi you know I love you, and I love our baby as well, from the day you told me that you are expecting our first child, the happiness that it has given me, the knowledge that we will soon have our symbol of love, its made me the happiest man alive Khushi, I cant wait to see our baby, seeing you pregnant and glowing, it makes me love you more if that is even possible,

But today when I felt the baby move, Khushi it brought with it a sense of real crushing reality, Khushi all my life, I have lived it the way I want, even when I made mistakes, I never bothered about it because I always had this feeling that there is nothing in this world that ASR cant rectify, and then you came along and the way i wronged you Khushi, I should call myself blessed for the fact that you gave me a second chance !!

Khushi I have always been driven by my past, by my anger, by my recklessness and now these things scare me !! what if these traits of mine affect our baby ?? what if I end up hurting our little one like how I hurt you Khushi ??

Khushi I am so scared right now, what if I am the worst father ?? I know you will be the best mother to our children but I cant say the same about me !!

What if I become a disappointment to you and our children ???

Khushi felt wretched seeing him fret over himself, he looked really lost in his fear and she knew that it was only she who could allay and remove his fears but for that she had to get to the root of his problem !!

She pulled him into her arms and hugged him close in her arms and he sighed as he let her warmth take over, he tightened his arms around her , revelling in her soft warmth that gave him his world of strength and security, she slowly pulled  away and cupped his cheeks,

Khushi : if this is your fear Arnav, then it has to be mine too, I am new to motherhood as much you are, as to how you might hurt our baby, have you ever hurt anyone whom you loved Arnav ??

No right ??

You love Di and you have never hurt her, when you felt she was being wronged, you went out of your way to set things right in her life, you loved me when you misunderstood me, yet you sacrificed your love for me to secure her life, you gave up your own love for your loved ones Arnav, when you came to know about the misconception, you once again went out of your way to make it upto me, the past 2 years, you have given me so much love that I don't even remember the bad past we shared, none of those memories exist anymore Arnav, your love has erased all of it, and I am sure that you will never do anything that hurts our baby !!

You love our baby and you can never hurt anyone whom you love.

Do you know something Arnav ??

You always tell me how much you love me, have I told you how much I love you ??

I love you so much that I cant remember where I end and you begin, you have become so entrenched into my soul that my existence feels like an empty shell without you in it.

Every single second of my life, I can feel your life coursing through me, keeping me alive , making my heart race faster than a freight train when you are around, making me wish that I could spend every second of my life in your arms forgetting the rest of the world.

Carrying your baby makes me not only happy Arnav but proud, I am carrying a life thats half yours in flesh and blood,

I can see a baby who has your ,

Sexy Smirk...

Crooked Smile...

Uncontrollable Anger...

Those Intense brown eyes...

A heart that can love its family like how its father does...

Thats how I imagine our baby, a complete replica of you , I see you in our child.

I see you all around me, your love surrounds me and thats how I want it to be, your web of love all around.

Khushi then leaned onto Arnav and placed her head over his heart...

Khushi : My hearts beats only for you Arnav, it will stop beating if I loose you !!

Arnav held her in his arms, each word that she had just told him, he knew it was going to be etched in his memory forever , it was more than he had hoped to hear from her, the intensity of her words threatening to render him speechless, all he could was treasure her in his arms forever and keep her as close to his heart as he could, heck she lived in his heart, in his soul and like she said, he would stop breathing if he lost her !!

Arnav & Khushi, one couldn't exist without the other and they both knew it.

And thats when he knew that he had to finally tell her the truth about his past that had ripped his childhood apart, he had to tell her the incident that had turned Arnav into the cold ruthless ASR !!

He held her close to his heart as he started to speak...

Arnav : Khushi I am going to tell you something that I haven't spoken about in years, and I don't know if you will still be able to love me the same after you hear it but you have to know what made the man you love what he is today.

I know you have never asked me or Di or anyone in the family about what happened to my parents, and I respect you for that because its a topic that no one wants to remember at all.

But now you have to know ...

Khushi Di and I used to live in Sheesh Mahal with our parents, I was 14 years old Khushi, it was Di's marriage that day, the happiest day in our lives, I always thought that ours was a perfect family but all my illusions crashed down like a house of cards that day !!

Just before Di's marriage was supposed to happen, I walked in on my parents arguing about something and what I heard shocked me !!

Ma was accusing Papa of trying to hurt another woman, she was telling him that she had found out about  him trying to force himself on one of his employee's wife, and what came next shocked me, my dad had tortured the lady and her husband so much to the extent that the couple had decided to flee Lucknow and my dad had been so fuelled by her rejection , that he had got them killed.

I was broken Khushi, i couldn't imagine my Papa, the man I idolised trying to do something so scandalous !! he was my hero Khushi, Ma was so angry and hurt, her entire life came crashing down that day, she lost control, blinded by her pain, she never thought about her two children, about her daughter who was soon going to be married off, she took Papa's gun and shot herself !!

And Papa, the shock and guilt of what he had brought upon his family, he didn't survive it either, he followed Ma and shit himself soon after and 14 year old me was the witness to the tragedy that ripped my family apart and orphaned me and Di in a matter of hours !!

Di's marriage never happened and we were thrown out of the family !!

Nani took us in, I shed Malik from my name and became a Raizada.

I lost faith in Gods and Prayers, all i wanted to do was earn money and make myself invincible !!

I wanted to be powerful that nothing could hurt me or my family !!

And thats how Arnav Singh Raizada was born !!

Life went on perfect and then you walked in like a thunderstorm, you brought back the Arnav buried inside ASR and thats why I hated you so much in the beginning !!

You started making me feeling human and vulnerable !!

You started making me feel empty.

I have always been an alone person Khushi and you made me feel that I needed you like how I need air to survive !!

And I didn't like it at all, that's why there was so much hate, I was battling my own demons Khushi, not you.

And rest what happened we both know,

Love won out, and here we are  today, bound together for 7 lives not just by rituals, but by our heart soul and body,

I am all yours Khushi and I will say this for you, You are all Mine and will be Forever !!

Khushi broke out from the hug in which she had been holding him tight and looked into his eyes, her face was wet from her tears, her heart went out to her husband and all the pain that had hit his life, she could picture it all and she knew finally the reasons behind his mounting fears about parenthood !!

She could see that Arnav was scared about having the grey shades of his father !! and  she was going to put an end to it for once and for all.

She held his hand tight in hers,

Khushi : Arnav, are you scared that you have inherited your father's greyshades ??

Arnav looked at her in shock , he couldn't understand how she had placed her finger right on his fear shaking him to his roots, but he knew that if anyone knew him inside out, for his every single thought then it was his Khushi !!

He nodded silently , unable to meet her eyes, She cupped his face and made him look straight into hers

Khushi : You are not your father and I can say this because I know your heart, Arnav Singh Raizada had ample oppurtunities in his life to be a womaniser like his father was.

But he didn't become one, he is in a position where women of all sorts would practically throw themselves at him, he doesn't even have to try to get a women to go to bed with him.

You have everything that most women of today's age wants , Money , Power, Looks and Glamour !!

Our very own recent experience is proof of that !!

You would never do anything of that sort with any woman because no matter what your other shortcomings, you respect women, be it your mother sister or wife, you know their importance in your life. Your past taught you that Arnav.

You could have had the most good looking women at your fingertips but you didn't take the chance. You had your fair share of girlfriends before I came yet you haven't had anything more than platonic relationships with any of them,

I am your first kiss..

I am your first intimate touch...

I am the first woman you have known and felt and made love to...

If you have said the 3 magical words "I Love You " to anyone then its only me...

Your wife is the only woman you have  loved Arnav and she is sitting right here with you ...

You have loved only one woman your entire life and thats me Khushi Arnav Singh Raizada...

Arnav loves Khushi and only her and its a truth that no one can change or question !!

Arnav & Khushi are each other's first and last in heart soul and body.

And its these truths that tell me that Arnav Singh Raizada is nothing like his father.

Your father has no sway over you Arnav and he cant never be you even if he is born a 100 times into this world.

His son is far too perfect for him to even imagine !!

Arnav Singh Raizada ...

Perfect Son

Perfect Brother

Perfect Friend

Perfect Lover

Perfect Husband

Perfect Father

And before she could make another move, she felt her husband taking her lips in the most beautiful kiss they had ever shared .

FF Let Me Love You - Part 10

As soon as Arnav stopped he car at Shantivan, Alaka ran out to meet Khushi, without so much as a glance or hello at her dear brother, Alaka whisked away Khushi leaving a dumbstruck Arnav behind .

His own sister, his chotti had just come out and taken Khushi away and she hadn’t even bothered to look at him, did he look like an invisible wall to her ??

Arnav smiled to himself as he imagined trying to spend time with Khushi with his family around, it sure was looming ahead to look like quite a difficult task , he walked in to see where she had taken Khushi off to but saw the servants laying down the table for dinner, he asked one of them where Alaka had taken Khushi and nodded as he went off to join them.

He had heard voices coming from his parents bedroom and had walked into see Khushi sitting on the bed along with his mother and Alaka,

Arnav : What are the 3 most beautiful women in my life upto ??

Alaka and Sayali giggled as they heard Arnav praising them while Khushi blushed seeing him so shameless !!

Sayali : don’t be so smart Arnav, I know my son, you just wanted to praise your soon to be wife and you didn’t want to get caught in it, so you praised all 3 of us ??

Arnav grinned sheepishly when he saw that his mother had caught him in the act, he blushed as he sat down next to her and placed his head on his mother’s lap.

Khushi smiled seeing the child in Arnav as his mother teased him, time flew as the four of them sat down to talk, Khushi laughing as she heard Alaka and Sayali narrate the various naughty tales of the great Arnav Singh Raizada ...

Arnav was happy to see Khushi laughing and enjoying herself, he could see that his mother and sister already loved Khushi, it made his heart feel light to know that his family would always be there with him to keep Khushi happy.

There was another person who was watching the four of them have fun, Samar Singh Raizada had just returned from his office and had walked into see his wife and children and his soon to be bahu having a good time together !!

Just then Khushi saw him standing at the door and smiling at her, she immediately got up and went and touched his feet to take his blessings, Samar made her stand up before she could touch him,

Samar : Welcome home Khushi, you don’t have to touch my feet for my blessings baby, you are my daughter and daughters are the apple of their fathers eyes !!

Khushi had tears in her eyes as he pulled her into his arms and placed a soft kiss on her forhead. She had never felt a father’s love in all these years of her existence, her own father was as good as dead to her or even worse, it was Samar who gave her an inkling as to what it is to have a loving father, she smiled at him as she hugged him tight, Arnav who saw Khushi hugging his father could well understand the depth of her emotions then, he knew that Khushi was getting a parents love for the first time and he was only too happy to see her accept the love she was getting !!

Arnav decided to let Khushi spend sometime with his parents alone, he wanted her to know what it felt like for a child to be loved by her parents, he dragged out Alaka on the pretense of wanting water, meanwhile Sayali and Samar made Khushi sit with them and soon the three of them were chatting away , Sayali and Samar entertained Khushi with Arnav Akash and Alaka’s childhood stories and Khushi found herself wishing that she too had such a happy childhood !!

Sayali : tell us more about you and Payal Khushi ?? I haven’t seen much of Payal yet, I think I should call her over occasionally so that she can gel well into the family !!

Khushi’s face fell slightly as she heard Sayali asking about her childhood, she really was at a loss as to how to explain what or how the people she lived with her were like,  Arnav had just walked in to see his mother asking Khushi about Payal and her parents , he saw her face turning away in despair but before he could intervene,

Khushi : Can I call you Mama ??

Sayali Arnav and Samar, all were equally shocked !! Arnav hadn’t expected such a question from Khushi, he knew how much she loved her mother and her asking his mother if she could call her Mama, Arnav knew it meant a lot to Khushi !!

Sayali smiled at Khushi as she nodded at her encouragingly,

Sayali : ofcourse Khushi, you don’t event need to ask me that, you can call me Mama and call Samar Papa, thats how Arnav calls us, like Samar told you, you are our daughter now and you have as much freedom in this house as Arnav Akash and Alaka !!

Khushi had tears in her eyes as she hugged Sayali, who was shocked as Khushi hugged her, but it was then that she remembered that Khushi had lost her real mother at a very early age, Sayali hugged her closer as Khushi cried in her arms !!

Sayali and Samar looked at each other worried, they knew about Khushi losing her mother but they expected Maya and Raj to have taken care of her well, they saw Arnav coming towards them, a reassuring smile on his face, he came and sat next to Khushi who was still holding onto Sayali, he gently pulled her into his arms , her tears falling freely,

Arnav : hush princess, I have got you, sshh Khushi , pls don’t cry !!

Arnav looked at his parents watching Khushi with worried expressions !!

Arnav : Mama, Papa Ill explain later but could you give us sometime alone ??

Samar nodded as he lead Sayali outof the room who was crying herself, for some reason she couldn’t bear Khushi’s pain !!!

Arnav made Khushi sit on the bed as he went to lock the room as his parents left, as soon she saw him coming towards her, she ran into his arms, she was shivering from top to bottom, she herself couldn’t explain the pain that was renting through her heart, her heart felt like it was going to explode into a millions shards.

Arnav gathered her close in his arms, he was panicking now seeing her break down into a hysteria. He heard her mumbling between her tears, her words turning slowly into low wails of pain that ripped his heart apart...

Khushi : Arnav I don’t know why I am breaking down, I can feel pain ripping through my heart, pain of Mama’s death, Rahul leaving me Arnav, his mutilated body, the horror that Jay and his friends gave me,

its like it can take my life away,

I want to die Arnav, I want this pain to end, the memories will never stop haunting me Arnav,

when Mama asked me about my childhood, I was struck mute Arnav, what do  I tell her ???

how will I ever explain to her ?? how will she accept me Arnav ??

I cant let you do this to your family , you cant hide it from them, they will be ashamed to have a daughter in law like me, they love me so much but I can only be a disgrace to them and to you !!!

And before he could react, Khushi pushed him away from her, her sudden force sending him staggering, She turned to run out of the room, away from him but Arnav ran after her and caught her tight in his arms , Arnav could see her depression kicking in, he could see that her meories were driving her insane, she fought wildly in his arms,

Arnav : Khushi am not letting you walk out of my life ever princess, I have got you and I will always treasure you , please baby listen to me, stop fighting in my arms Khushi, I wont let you walk out of my life thinking that you aren’t good enough for me !!!

But all his words went in vain as she continued to struggle in his arms and then to his horror, he saw her fainting in his arms, she slumped slowly towards the ground but before she fell, he caught her in his arms, holding her close, his own tears were now falling, he had never seen anyone in so much pain, he had just seen his girl getting blinded in pain and it was killing him !!!

He lifted her in his arms and gently laid her down on the bed, he was about to pull out of her hold so that he could call the doctor, but he saw that her fingers were clutching to his shirt, he looked up in shock as he heard her mumbling...

Khushi : I love you Arnav....I love you so much .....

please don’t leave me alone........ my heart feels like its bleeding to death......

I cant bear  the pain anymore.....

Mama left me.....Rahul left me.....Papa ruined my life....

am scared Arnav, what if Papa does something to you ??

I cant loose you Arnav, I love you so much, please don’t let me go !!!

Arnav broke down into tears as he hugged her close, he knew she was in shock, he knew he had to get help but he couldn’t leave her alone like this, even if it was in her sub conscious state, she had told him that she loves him, he knew it was her heart speaking to him !!!

Arnav left Khushi on the bed and went to unlock the room, as he opened it, he found Alaka coming to the room and she saw his tear stained face and knew that something was wrong, she rushed in and saw Khushi unconscious on the bed, Alaka who was well acquainted with everything of her past immediately assumed what must have happened.

She turned to look at Arnav and spoke calmly,

Alaka : Bhai, please be with Bhabhi, I am calling her doctor !!

Arnav looked at her shocked, how did Chotti know that Khushi was under treatement and how did she know her doctor ??

Arnav : Chotti  how do you ....

Alaka cut him off...

Alaka : Bhai please, I will explain everything later, please be with Bhabhi, she needs you, her depression, it takes a heavy toll on her, please be with her !!!

Arnav went to Khushi and took her in arms as he waited for the doctor to come, he was still shocked as to how Chotti knew about Khushi, there was so much he needed to know !!

Meanwhile Alaka went down, she knew she had to talk to her parents so that they wont panic, she found them sitting in the garden,

 Alaka : Mama Papa, please don’t panic when you hear this, Bhabhi has just fainted and Bhai is with her, but please don’t panic and please don’t ask Bhai anything !! I will explain everything later, I have called Bhabhi’s doctor here, she is on her way, let them doctor come and go and then we will explain everything.

Sayali and Samar were totally shocked by now, Khushi fainting, her tears as she cried in Sayali’s arms, Alaka being secretive, they knew they had a lot to know but decided to wait for their children to explain themselves !!

Meanwhile Arnav watched Khushi as he waited for the doctor to arrive, her pulse was strong but he could see that her mind was troubled, her confession on its own made him very happy to know that she loved him but her pain was eating him alive, the memory of her trying to get away from him and struggling in his arms, he knew it was going to haunt him till the day he made Raj Gupta and the others pay for their sins !! 

FF Let Me Love You - Part 9

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This week's updates are dedicated to each and every reader of all my stories, I want to thank u all for the immense love and support u have given my works !! 
Special mention to 3 ppl Tash ( epicperson ) Aru ( Ara_000 ) & Tina ( Tina! ) for being with me each time I got delayed in my updates or for sticking by when I have been caught up in various problems or tensions !! 

This one is for u three !! ( Khushi thanx hun for making them ) 



Sorry about the long delay, My health isnt supporting me and adding to that a few fix ups in IF, so yea got delayed but I hope u all like the updates.

Pls ignore typos coz I couldnt proofread it.

A lot of people had a doubt as to what Vaikunta means, Vaikunta means Heaven according to Hindu Mythology !! 

Their home is no less than Paradise for Khushi and hence she named  it Vaikunta !! 
Happy Reading !! 

Raj Gupta had never been a man to be found to be caught up in a fix, he had ready answers and easy solutions to everything that came his way, but right now he was truly tongue-tied, Arnav had left him in a difficult position,

Telling him Yes would mean handing over Khushi to the complete protection of the Raizadas which wasn’t a scenario that was to his liking, there was a lot that he had planned to achieve through the Raizadas before the marriage happened and handing over Khushi so early before the marriage wasn’t an idea he favoured, he didn’t want Khushi spilling out the dirty secrets of the Gupta closet.

Telling him No would be equal to openly inviting the Raizada displeasure, there were no reasons as to why he should refuse Arnav, he had got  all the loopholes covered, Khushi’s respect would remain intact , not that he really cared what people thought  about her, Raj Gupta didn’t want to get on Arnav’s wrong side  and he knew he had to give in, and something told him that whether he agreed or not, Arnav would still take Khushi away, the determination he saw in his eyes was too intense to be ignored.

Raj put a fake smile on his  face as he turned to reply to Arnav

Raj : sure beta , why not ?? Khushi can stay with  Alaka, am sure she will love the change, she  hardly leaves her home , and this project sounds like a very good idea to me, am sure Khushi and Alaka will be amazing with it.

He turned to Khushi and walked upto her, holding her in his arms, Arnav clenched his teeth when he saw the spineless worthless excuse of Khushi’s father hugging her, all he wanted to do was rip Raj limb to limb for  ruining her life, but he knew he had to wait, very soon Raj Gupta would start feeling the heat of his  actions.

Khushi flinched in her father’s arms as she felt him hugging her, she made no move to reciprocate the hug.

Raj : we will miss you Khushi, all the best for the project and do behave yourself at Alaka’s place, don’t trouble her too much !!

Khushi shook herself out from his grip and gave him a look that was filled with pure venom.

Khushi : you take care dad and try to miss me if thats not too difficult !!

Akash was shocked to hear the reply Khushi gave Raj, he looked at his brother who didn’t seem too surprised though, Akash decided that he would talk to his bhai more on the issue later, he could see  the tension that was broiling in the room, he could feel the  vibes but he also knew  that it wasn’t the right time or place to handle it.

He turned to Arnav .

Akash : Bhai I think we should get going or else we will be delayed  for our date, I will see you  at home  if its not too late when I return or else then tomorrow morning. In case you need something, let me know.

Arnav : go ahead Akash, you have fun, I will drop Khushi and Alaka at their place and be back.

He turned towards Payal,

Arnav : Have fun Payal and try to understand my brother, he is one in a million, try not to loose him !!

Payal glared at Arnav while  smiling sweetly at Akash, she didn’t like the note of sarcasm in his  voice neither the fact that Khushi would be staying with Alaka from now on !!!

Arnav watched as Akash took Payal out and then turned to Raj and Maya,

Arnav : I will  go and  help Khushi  with her packing, am sure she needs help.

Without waiting for either of them to reply, Arnav went  upto her room leaving a Raj and Maya shocked !!

Maya : This is getting out of hand Raj, in such a short time, Arnav has taken full  control over Khushi, even she seems to be very happy with him !! what if she tells him as to how we treat her ?? What if the Raizadas turn against us ??

Raj : come on Maya, don’t  be so stupid , do you think Arnav would still be so in love with Khushi if he knew what her past is, you think any guy from a respectable family will want her as their bahu , Arnav would never want a wife who  has been brutally gang raped, as for the  Raizadas getting to know the truth, I don’t care, they are another rich corporate family and they know the importance of money and status in our society, am sure this marriage is an alliance they want since it is profitable  for them as well as us !!!

Meanwhile Arnav had entered Khushi’s room to find her packing her stuff, the minute  she had  heard him enter, she flew into his arms , crushing him tight in her tiny little arms.

Khushi : I love You Arnav !!! I don’t know how to thank you, I don’t know how to tell you how grateful I am for taking me out of this hell !! thank you Arnav, thank you for everything that you  have done for me.

Arnav held  her in his arms,too stunned for words, did she just say that she loves him ??

He gently pulled apart and cupped her cheeks in his palms,

Arnav : Khushi did you really mean what  you just  said ?? do you really love me Khushi ??

It was only then that Khushi realised what she had just said, and his question left her puzzled, she didn’t know if what she felt for him was love, it had come out of her in the spur of the moment and now she didn’t know what to tell him without hurting his feelings.

Arnav could see that she was too lost in figuring out an answer and decided to help  her ease the situation, he didn’t want to rush anything when it came to Khushi, he realized that her heart had started accepting him and that was more than enough for now,

Arnav : relax Khushi, you can answer that when you feel comfortable, I know you are happy about going away from here, thats what I wanted Khushi, your happiness, your  comfort and for that you have to leave this place, as to whether you love me or not, your heart will give you the answer one day, I don’t want your love for me to be born out of gratitude for what I do for you, I want you to love me the way I love you, I want you to love me because you cant live without me, I want you to feel it in your heart princess and I am ready to wait for that day, that day  when I will finally kiss you senseless !!!

Khushi was lost once again, there was no limit to this man’s selfless unconditional love for her and she didn’t know what she had done to deserve it , he was willing  to wait for her as long as it took, the honesty with which he spoke to her, it was  rare, his words, they were a true reflection of his heart.

And his last line made her blush, her eyes wandered to his lips, strong and firm , masculine, she blushed thinking how it would feel to be kissed by those sinful lips, Arnav saw her lingering gaze on his lips and smirked , he knew she was affected by him and it made him want to do a salsa right then and there !!

But then he saw her expression changing, Khushi thoughts wandered to that hateful day when her life had been brutally ruined, the memories threatening to steal her happy moments once again, Arnav saw the transformation in her eyes, without giving her a chance to pull back, he crushed her into his arms, tight within his hold, he wasn’t going to let any of those hateful memories come between them again !!!

Arnav : Shhh Princess, don’t think, don’t let those memories destroy your present and future which belongs with me now, am not going to let it come between us, you are here in my arms now and that’s your reality Khushi, you have to accept that and  let go of what the past gave you !!!

Khushi had no words in return, she returned the hug, holding him close to her as she rested her face over his beating heart, listening to the strong powerful beats, she knew the reality in his words, she herself was waiting for the day when her memories would stop haunting her and now she knew that it was upto  her to finally fight back or else succumb to it, and she knew she had to fight against it, for her sake, for the  sake  of Arnav and his love for her.

Arnav helped her pack her stuff, he even helped her choose all her favourite paintings, he didn’t want her to leave any of her priceless treasures behind, Arnav saw her pick up the violin and place it in its case, She smiled at him when  she saw him watching her, the tenderness in his eyes pulling her towards  him.

Soon they walked down into the Gupta hallway, Arnav was holding her hand  in his while his other hand held her  luggage, Khushi gave a slight nod to Raj and Maya before walking out while Arnav watched them, not to arouse their suspicions, Arnav left on a friendly note,

Arnav : Uncle, Aunty, well we are off now and don’t  worry about your princess, she is safe with me and I will do everything to make sure she stays happy and gets everything that her heart desires like she deserves to , we will see you around. Bye !!

And before either  Raj or Maya could reply, he walked out, leading Khushi along with him.

Soon they were driving away, Arnav held her hand tightly in his as he drove,

Arnav : Khushi we are going to Shantivan first, Maa and Papa wants us to have dinner there and then Ill drop you and Chotti at her place, is that okay ??

Khushi : thats fine with me Arnav, it will be fun to be with  Alaka, wont you come around to visit us Arnav ??

Arnav chuckled hearing her question, little did Khushi know that he was going to be spending a lot of time around her from now on !!

Arnav : of course Khushi, I am for sure going to be at your place , you have no idea Mrs. Soon  going to be ASR, we will be more or less living in together and don’t worry, not a soul in our society will know, I can assure you that !!!

Khushi ‘s mouth dropped to an O shaped expression as she heard him mention “ living in together “ the concept was totally surreal  to her, it was something that Payal would do but not her, yet  here she was very much tempted to take in the  idea of being with Arnav 24*7 !!

Arnav laughed seeing her expression ,

Arnav : relax Khushi, for now don’t think about it too much, be prepared to be pampered to no ends by Maa and Papa, they are waiting for you back home, eager to spoil their eldest daughter in law rotten !!

FF Our 9 Months - Part 30

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This week's updates are dedicated to each and every reader of all my stories, I want to thank u all for the immense love and support u have given my works !! 
Special mention to 3 ppl Tash ( epicperson ) Aru ( Ara_000 ) & Tina ( Tina! ) for being with me each time I got delayed in my updates or for sticking by when I have been caught up in various problems or tensions !! 
Sorry about the long delay, My health isnt supporting me and adding to that a few fix ups in IF, so yea got delayed but I hope u all like the updates.

Pls ignore typos coz I couldnt proofread it.

Happy Reading !! 

Life was slowly getting back to normal in Shantivan, The Raizadas missed their sweethearts Arnav & Khushi everyday, now that they had gone, they truly realised how much they loved their beloved Arhi, there was no Khushi to do the Aarti in the morning, there was no Arnav stomping around giving orders to everyone, fussing over his family, Dia was the worst affected, she missed her Mama and Mami, she missed being fondled and pampered by them, everyday morning she would walk over to their rooms and bang on it, hoping that her Khushi Mami will open it but it stayed locked, She would start crying sitting down on the doorstep and Anjali would come and take her away, her own eyes filled with tears as she saw how much her baby missed her uncle and aunt, she herself was missing her Chottey and Khushi so much, they did Skype calls everyday, and seeing Khushi happy and at peace, Anjali and the rest knew that Arnav had done the right thing, the love birds truly needed this break !!

As was usual in the morning these days, Dia had cgone over to Arhi’s room and when she didn’t find anyone opening the door, she sat down and cried , Varun who was passing by just then saw Dia crying and rushed to her, lifting her into his arms,

Varun : hush princess, you missing your Mamu and Mami ??? they will be back soon baby and you can soon play with them !!

Varun soothed her softly, lightly dropping kisses her on her rosy pink baby cheeks while he crooned to her , Dia who had taken a liking to Varun, soon started smiling as Varun played around with her, lifting her high into the air before catching her in his arms, Anjali and Nani who had heard Dia laughing came up to see one of the most beautiful sight ever, Varun was sitting with Diya in the garden upstairs playing with her, Anjali felt her eyes welling up in happiness,she hadn’t seen her baby so happy even since Arhi had left for their vacation !!!

Nani ‘s heart whispered a secret wish , that she hoped would come true soon, seeing Anjali so happy with Varun and Dia’s bond, Nani finally felt that the missing piece in Anjali’s life had finally fallen into place !!!

Meanwhile Pooja & NK’s relationship was slowly blooming into a beautiful friendship that both of them cherished , they knew they felt more for each other but they wanted to take their time and neither of them were in a rush, NK had taken Pooja out on a couple of dates and they both had super fun together !!!

A normal morning in RM, the Raizadas were seated for breakfast, and out of the blue NK yelled out,

NK : Khushi bhabhi, my aloo paratha pls !!!

The rest of them stared at him in tears, NK soon realised that there was no Khushi around to make his favourite breakfast !!!

He looked around at all of them and got up and walked away, Pooja  ran after him and caught hold of him, NK turned and caught her in a tight hug, letting his tears spill, the rest of the family were crying as well, they had been holding their pain back all these days but today they had to let it spill.

NK : Pooja, I miss Nanav & Khushi Bhabhi !!! I never knew what they meant to me all these years but with them gone now, its unbearable Pooja, I know Bhabhi needs this break, they both need it but not having them around is so hard to ignore !!!

Dia who had seen NK crying in Pooja’s arms walked upto them, she pulled his trousers, trying to catch his attention, NK broke apart from Pooja and picked her in his arms

And thats when the miracle happened !!!

Dia : NK Mamu ..  Khushi Mami, Nanav Mamu, missing them !!

And Dia cuddled into his arms , her baby tears falling easily !!

The Raizada parivaar stood stunned !!! Dia had made her first full sentence , she used to occasionally utter a few words but this was her first complete sentence !!

Their only regret was that Arhi had not been around to hear her take their names !!!

After a minute’s silence, NK burst out laughing while the others looked confused !!

NK : Nanav is so going to hate me now !!! He hates anybody calling him Nanav and Dia calls him Nanav Mamu !!!

They burst out laughing as soon as it hit them !! they sure wanted to see how Arnav would react when he hears Diya calling him Nanav !!!

Varun and Anjali who were laughing to no ends however didn’t  fail to notice the silent love and bond that was blooming between NK and Pooja and they couldn’t have been more happier !!

Akash had meanwhile got his laptop and asked Arnav to join them on skype call ASAP, and soon Arnav had logged in , and the Raizadas were soon face to face with Arhi !!

Khushi’s face lit up in happiness as she saw their family’s beaming expressions and naughty smiles, she knew something was up !!!

Arnav held Khushi in his arms as they spoke ,

Arnav : What is it guys ?? Akash told me to join Skype call ASAP and you all look positively delighted, whats going on !!

Payal held up Dia to the front who saw her Mamu and Mami onscreen and her face broke into a million watt smile !! but nothing could have prepared Arnav or Khushi for what came next !!!

“ KHUSHI MAMI !!! NANAV MAMU !!! “

Khushi was stunned into silence, she took one good look at her husband and she couldn’t help burst out laughing while the family erupted into raptures once again !!!

To say that Arnav was frozen would be an understatement !!! and his trademark line escaped from his lips !!

“ WHAT THE “

The family doubled up in mirth as they saw Arnav’s million dollar face !!! Arnav turned to Khushi,

Arnav : Did Dia just call me Nanav Mamu ??

Khushi nodded her head, unable to stop her laughter and then the unthinkable happened, Arnav himself burst out laughing !!! Soon it was a fun riot while Arnav and Khushi had their baby talk with Dia, amidst casual enquiries on Khushi’s health and The Raizada’s well being, the skype call soon came to an end and Arnav turned to Khushi with a mock serious expression !!

Arnav : Khushi am warning you, if our baby calls me Nanav Papa, am seriously going to kill NK for inventing the name !!!

Khushi burst out laughing more and soon Arnav decided to indulge her !!

Arnav : So Mrs.Raizada feels like taking the mickey out of me Eh ?? well let me see how much you enjoy this !!

And he was tickling her nerves like no end, his fingers easily finding her sensitive spots, Khushi writhed in his arms as he tortured her into laughing her heart out and soon she was lying below him, panting gasping for breath while he looked at her with his molten brown intense eyes, the love and passion evident in his eyes, Khushi cupped his cheeks and pulled him closer,

Khushi : Kiss me Arnav !!

That’s all he needed as he crushed her lips to his !! Khushi moaned as she opened up for him, welcoming his taste and powerful possession over her senses, his hands trailing over her body as he kissed her like it was Doomsday !! and that’s when he felt it first, a slight pressure from Khushi’s tummy !! they broke apart as they stared at her belly wide eyed, and it happened again, they could see the movement as it happened again !!! Arnav whispered,

“ THE LITTLE TYKE IS KICKING “ !!

Khushi stared at Arnav as he held her hands on her belly and they felt their little tot kick, the sensation flooding their senses !!

Khushi had tears in her eyes as she hugged Arnav to herself as they felt their baby moved around in her belly !!!

Khushi : typical Laad Governor !! moving around , kicking everything in its wake !! Hey Devi Maiyya how am I supposed to deal with 2 Laad Governors now ??

Arnav laughed as he heard her mutter,

Arnav : whoa champ, calm down, your Mama seems to be a little annoyed !!! don’t annoy her too much or else she will take out her fury on me !!!

He laughed along with Khushi as they felt their baby move around, they whispered their little baby talk to the baby and anyone who could see them then would have been gifted one of the most beautiful sights on earth.

Arnav was lying down with his face on Khushi’s belly, feeling his little bundle of joy kick him while Khushi laughed seeing the father-baby bond !!! 

FF Love In Death Valley - Part 6

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This week's updates are dedicated to each and every reader of all my stories, I want to thank u all for the immense love and support u have given my works !! 
Special mention to 3 ppl Tash ( epicperson ) Aru ( Ara_000 ) & Tina ( Tina! ) for being with me each time I got delayed in my updates or for sticking by when I have been caught up in various problems or tensions !! 
Sorry about the long delay, My health isnt supporting me and adding to that a few fix ups in IF, so yea got delayed but I hope u all like the updates.

Pls ignore typos coz I couldnt proofread it.

Happy Reading !! 

Aditi walked in to see Eklavya lost in his thoughts, he smiled when he saw her walk in, she came and sat next to him, her eyes staring into his, their crystal pools mirrored the pain and agony of ages that had long been forgotten by the inhabitants of Nysa, their eyes could tell the stories of, 

Love lost...

Battles fought....

Of crumbling empires....

Of glorious feasts and exuberant festivals....

And most importantly it could tell the pain if having to stay away from the love of their lives, their little daughter whom they had to give away for the sake of humanity !! 

Aditi and Eklavya thought back to the days the Gods had cursed Nysa . Those were the glorious days of their land but the people had become too evil, they considered themselves to be Gods, Eklavya had tried to reign in his people but he had stood no chance against the evil forces of Ahi & Ashtavakra  and there was no but himself to blame for trusting them, but the price they had to pay in retribution had been huge !!! 
While sending Nysa to perish, the Gods had given them one last reprieve but they had to wait for centuries for that to happen and for it to happen Eklavya had to sacrifice his own daughter at the time of her birth !! 
It was the price he had to pay for his own folly, his blind trust in a person who had pretended to be his friend but never was !! 

Khushi was born to Eklavya and Aditi but she had been taken away by the Gods, Khushi was in safe hands but her parents had to exist with the pain of losing her, it was a part of the punishment meted out to the ruler of Nysa for being unable to recognise the evil forces around him, and Khushi would return to her parents only once Nysa had been restored to its previous glory by the descendants of the ones who had led to its downfall !!! 

Aditi prayed daily for the well being of her daughter, she knew the task that lay ahead for Khushi and Arnav was a daunting one and she knew her daughter could loose her own life in trying to save Nysa !! 
Prayers were their only hope, forced into exile, Aditi and Eklavya had spend their lives praying for their daughter’s well being and for Nysa’s revival !!! 

When Dayeus had come with news that Arnav had finally met their daughter and that she had been named Khushi, their happiness had known no bounds !!! they had asked Dayeus if they could see her from afar but they had been refused like always !!! but knowing that their daughter was beginning her journey with Arnav had brought with it a mized sense of happiness and fear and ir was this fear of losing her that was haunting them !! 

Meanwhile Arnav & Khushi were getting to know each other a lot better these days, Khushi took Arnav through the forests, teaching him all that he had to know, about humans , about his existence and humanity in general !!! 

She made him explore his mind and body, awakening sensations like what he had never felt before , he felt more human, he felt more at peace, there was a sense of serenity around him that he had never felt before, the rage that was bubbling inside him, it had lessened, his blood thirsty instincts had finally reduced but what baffled him was the love he felt for Khushi !! 

Their love and passion for each other had reached heights such that , all that was needed for Arnav to survive was her existence and prescence is his life, she had taken away the darkness that was residing in his heart but Khushi knew better, she knew the dark road that lay ahead, the price that she and Arnav had to pay for the revival of Nysa was to rip their hearts apart and feel the pain that millions of innocents had endured over the past centuries, they had to pay the price for the follies of their ancestors and there was no turning back now !! 

But for now all she wanted was to feel his love, they had been taking a walk through the meadows, 



Arnav had developed the habit of holding her waist while walking with her, moving his fingers deftly along her waistline, it took all her will power to not turn into his arms and let him have his way with her, but she knew she had to wait, the time wasn’t right, she wanted their first time to be special and she knew their union had the potential to trigger of cataclysmic events in Death Valley and so she had to wait for the opportune time.
Arnav who saw her getting lost in her thoughts pulled her down into his lap as he leaned against a beech tree, Khushi sighed as he pulled her into the haven of his arms, nuzzling his nose on her sensitive skin, making her crawl her way under his skin if that was even possible.

Arnav : I am feeling hungry again Khushi !! 

Khushi blushed as she saw the naughty smirk on his face, her thoughts going back to their breakfast today morning,

“  Arnav who had always been a meat eater, devouring off from the animals of the wild was shocked to find that Khushi survived on a diet of only fruits , when she had asked him if he wanted to try, he wasn’t sure how far he could resist meat but when he realized the reason as to why she lived on such a diet, he wanted to try...
Khushi : Arnav the animals that you eat, they are life forms as well, they have a beautiful life thriving in them that shouldn’t be shed to satisfy our hunger, the Gods have given us in plenty, the gifts of mother nature are sufficient for us to live, we don’t need to stain our hands with the blood of another creature for our existence, its peaceful co existence Arnav, we are humans, we have the ability to think,we are bestowed with intelligence and that makes us different from animals, if we live off another creature’s blood then that makes us no different from animals !!! 
Arnav was troubled by her explanation, he felt guilty, he had unknowingly committed a crime that he should never have , Khushi sensed his guilt and quickly reassured him, 
Khushi : its never too late Arnav, its always now better than never !! 
Arnav gave her a naughty wink as he suddenly pulled her around and made her lie on the ground, his body covering hers, 
Arnav : well you are right Khushi, now is better than never and since I am giving up meat, well I have my own ideas for retribution 
Before Khushi could react, Arnav had moved his hands to the bowl of fruits kept nearby, she watched with wide eyes as he took a cherry on his lips and brought it closer to hers, he paused at her lips waiting for her to open up, she slowly opened her lips and took the other half of the cherry between her lips, the juice slowly dribbling down her neck and jawline but before she could clean them, she felt Arnav’s lips sucking onto the juice from the corners of her motuth, his lips slowly tracing over her jawline, blazing a scorching line down her neck and coming to slowly rest of her cleavage, what followed next was a passionate onslaught of her senses, Arnav did have his breakfast but he had it on her and Arnav had to agree that it was one of the best meals he had in his lifetime !! “ 

Her thoughts were brought back to the present when she felt his lips on her stomach, his hands holding her orbs , squeezing her curves, Khushi gave herself upto him to be treated as his , Arnav himself couldn’t explain his need for her, for her touch, his heartbeats sizzled when he felt her hands wrapping around him, bringing him closer to her body, his lips found hers, their tongues mating together as their hearts beat in unison, time flew and soon was nightfall, Khushi hugged herself closer into his arms , their night today was special, Arnav would be taken today to meet Elissa and Dayeus, Arnav had informed the Daityas that he was going on a night hunt and that he was not to be disturbed, the daityas who were well acquainted to his fury dared not refuse him !! 

Arnav ‘s thoughts wandered back to the moment when she had told him that he had to remain with her for the night !! he was only too happy to oblige, the thought of spending the night with her thrilled him, given his way, he wouldn’t be away from her for even a second, let alone a night but knowing her, he knew she had something special to share with him, 

“ Khushi : Arnav today am taking you to 2 very important people, people whose existence and stories, well you will have to hear it from them itself, and you should accompany me alone !! not even your steed can come with you !!! and once you meet them , our path ahead or should I say, our battle ahead will become more clear !!! 
Arnav cupped her cheeks between his palms 
Arnav : Khushi how can I be alone when I am coming with you ?? I will walk till the ends of the earth with you without any fear, no one will accompany us as we go to meet the people whom you want me to meet, I promise you that !!! 
In return she had kissed him with such passion that he was still reeling from her onslaught “ 

And so they set out to meet Elissa and Dayeus who were eagerly awaiting the arrival of the dark prince brought by the angel of light !! tonight, Arnav would know the reality behind the dark world in which he lived, it was finally time to recount the past that many in Nysa had forgotten or left behind !!! 

Precap