FF Let Me Love You - Part 8

She slept in his arms, his warmth enveloping her, giving her a sense of serenity and peace that she hadn’t felt in ages, her mind told her that nightmares would soon take over but her heart told her to believe in her love, but did she love him ??

She trusted him….

She knew he cared…

She knew he loved her….

But  did she love him ??

Was she ready to open her heart soul and  body to Arnav ??

Will he wait for her lifelong to accept him or will he get tired of her as well ??

These were the last  thoughts  that echoed in her heart as she drifted off to sleep.

She was dreaming yet again....

" She was walking  through a meadow, it was beautiful, flowers all around, it was the  picture if heaven, she could see people all around her but they didn’t seem to notice her, they moved about and then at a far distance she saw Rahul & her Ma smiling at her, she ran towards  them, as fast as her legs could carry her but as soon as she neared them, she could see them fading away, she cried out, asking them to take her along and then she saw Arnav walking across , she waited for him to join her, He walked upto her with a smile , she saw Rahul and her Mama smiling at Arnav,

Rahul : Take care of our Khushi Arnav, we are  leaving her in your  care, give her all the love she deserves !!

Arnav smiled at them....

Arnav : Mama, Rahul.... I promise I will always keep Khushi safe with me, Promise that I will always love her and protect her, I need her in my life as much as she needs  me, Promise I will never let her go !!!

Her Mama turned to Khushi....

“ No more tears little one, Arnav is all yours, trust him Khushi, learn to love him, you  will never be along again, Rahul and I will always be there with both of you in spirit 

Arnav  took her in arms, holding her close to his heart, they stood there in each other’s arms as they saw Rahul and her Mama slowly fading away into another world where mortals weren’t allowed. "

Khushi woke up from her dream , her cheeks were wet, tears welled up in her eyes, the dream was beautiful, Her Mama & Rahul loved Arnav, they had left her in his arms, to be taken care of by him, that’s when she felt a weight against her , she turned around to see Arnav sleeping next to her, his arms tightly wound around her waist, his grip tight and firm, never letting  go but his face was what caught her attention, he was the picture of innocence , she couldn’t understand what  she had done to deserve a beautiful  soul like him to walk into her life, there was  a cute pout on his face as he pulled her closer into his arms, she tried to slowly free herself from his arms to see him frowning in his sleep, she slowly  stroked  away the frown on his face, gently stroking through his fair, smoothing his irritated lines, she bend down and placed a soft peck on his forhead, surprised  at her own boldness, she had never been so expressive with her emotions with  anyone after Rahul’s death, Arnav had truly broken down a lot of walls that she had built around herself !!!

Thats when she remembered Arnav’s request to her that he wanted her to give a name to their home, their home was her haven now, the house had already given her a lot of reasons to smile, it felt like her own home, like she had been living here lifelong, there was a sense of acceptance that she had never felt while she was in the hellhole of her father’s mansion !!

She  wanted the name to be special,

A symbol of her relation with Arnav...

A symbol of the fates who had conspired to bring them  together in love....

A symbol of their love care and trust on each other...

A symbol of the eternal bond they shared.

She was lost in her trance when she felt Arnav stirring next to her, She turned around to find him looking at her with a smile on his face, and  just  as she stared into his chocolate brown pools that could easily be the windows to his soul, it striked her, it was perfect , it was everything that this place made her feel, his eyes held the answer  to her, it was what she felt when she lost herself in those honey filled orbs looking back at her now with all the love the universe held !!

She whispered just for him to hear

“ VAIKUNTA “

Arnav heard her whisper, like a soft murmur through the winds, so soft that he might have missed had he not  been watching her with full intensity of his gaze and he knew what she meant !!!

Arnav : Why Khushi ??

Khushi : because thats what you have given me, thats what this house makes me feel, thats what our  home tells me Arnav, I see it in your eyes, I feel it in your love, there can be no other name thats more perfect for our home or what it makes me feel, this is heaven for me Arnav, being here with you holding me in your arms, this is definitely heaven for me , heaven as long as you are with me !!

Her heartfelt confession had left him speechless, she had conveyed all that she wanted to tell him, everything that her heart felt in a single word !!!

Arnav : Its beautiful & perfect just like you Khushi. I love it !!

Vaikunta it is !!!

He pulled her into his arms, crushing her in his  tight grip, she felt the air leaving  her lungs as he held onto her like she was his lifeline, and she hugged him back with equal passion, he was her heaven and she didn’t want to let him go !!!

Soon it was time for them to leave but Khushi didn’t know the surprise that Arnav had planned for her, while she slept Arnav Singh Raizada had taken the resolution that he wouldn’t let Khushi spend another minute in the Gupta Mansion all by herself, if he couldn’t stay with her there, then he would make sure she stayed with people who genuinely care about her and he knew just the right place. He had it all fixed and planned. Khushi on the other hand held Arnav tightly by his hadnall through the drive back home, she was dreading her return to the hell hole and she couldn’t see how she could avoid it. Arnav held her fingers tightly clasped in his, he knew what was bothering her and wanted to give her the perfect surprise.

As soon as they reached, Arnav held Khushi’s hand in his as they walked in, Raj Maya and Payal were seated in the living room and as soon as they Arnav coming in with Khushi, Maya jumped up with her ever ready plastic smile, Payal fumed seeing Khushi with Arnav while Raj smiled at them.

Maya : Khushi beta !!! why didn’t you call ?? I called you so many times but your phone was coming switched off, we were so worried !! Arnav atleast you could have informed us , you both had been gone for the whole day !! How was your day, did you both have fun ??

Arnav clenched his jaws while Khushi tried to find a plausible explanation but before she could explain , she heard Arnav speaking.

Arnav : sorry aunty, actually I was the one who switched off Khushi’s phone, you see I wanted to spend time with her and I didn’t want any interruptions, I had told the house help here to inform you all that we would be late, didn’t they tell you ??

Oh Yaa and we had a really good time, I took Khushi to our future home, you see we Raizadas, each one of us, Akash Alaka and me, we all have our own residences here where we plan to live once we get married, so I had taken Khushi with me to see her new home !!!

And we both had a lovely time, didn’t we princess ??

Arnav smiled at Khushi affectionately as he turned to her, pulling her in and giving her a kiss on her forhead.

Khushi blushed a dark shade of crimson roses while Maya and Payal fumed hearing Arnav !! Maya could see that Arnav had taken total control of Khushi’s life from her reins and Payal flinched when she saw Arnav kissing Khushi !!!

Maya : oh thats great then !! happy to see you both getting along so well !!! I have never seen my baby so happy !!

Payal decided to turn the tables on Khushi, she put on a fake smile and walked upto Arnav ...

Payal : hey Arnav, we couldn’t talk properly at the party yesterday, wont you give a hug to your soon to be sis – in – law ??

Payal was about to hug Arnav when he moved away....

Arnav : Sorry Payal , thats another thing you need to know about Raizadas, you see we Raizada men have a strict rule, we only interact close to very few handpicked ladies, mainly our Mama, Alaka and ofcourse our wives, am sure Akash will tell you more about it !! Once you get married to Akash, then am sure we both can have the perfect bro-sis combo but till then I would prefer that you keep your distance !!

Payal looked like she had been slapped on her face, she had never been so badly insulted or rejected by any guy in her life, the Raizada men were truly from an altogether different planet !!  Khushi couldn’t help but give a naughty smile to Arnav while she saw her step sister’s mortified expression !!!

Arnav : by the way didn’t you meet Akash today ?? he was telling me that you two had plans !!

Payal : oh yeah I am waiting for him to pick me up, he actually got caught up in an urgent meeting and we shifted our plans for the evening !!

Arnav gave her a nod before turning to Raj with a smile, it took all of his self control to not rip this man who sat in front of him with a mask of a loving father, he swore to himself that he would make Raj Gupta pay for each and every crime that he had committed on Khushi and her mother and to Rahul and his mother !!!

Arnav : ummm Uncle I had to talk to you about something, the thing is Alaka had been telling me that she wants to open an art gallery and I came to know that Khushi paints extremely well, I saw her paintings myself and I was wondering if Khushi & Alaka could stay at Alaka’s place for a couple of months so that Khushi & alaka can work on it ?? AR is planning to launch the gallery in its name and the plan id for Alaka and Khushi to spearhead it !! if its okay with you then I can take Khushi along with me now !!

And don’t worry about the society uncle, they wont dare to taint a Raizada bahu, she will be staying at Alaka’s place and I will be at my parents’s place, as long as the Bride and Groom stays separate, there is no issue right !!

Khushi was stunned !!! She immediately figured out the real intention behind this plan and she didn’t know how to thank him , she wanted to throw herself into his arms and never let him go !!

He was truly becoming her life saver  in all senses, knowing everything that her heart desired !!!  He was making sure that he kept her safe and happy yet at the same time, he took all the required precautions so that the society wouldn’t get their tongues wagging !!!

Arnav gave her a naughty wink that didn’t go unnoticed by Payal who in turn wanted to burn Khushi limb to limb and erase the smile that now adorned her face !!!

But before she could act on her impulse, she saw Akash who had just walked in !!!

And to her utter amazement, Akash walked upto Arnav  as soon as he saw him and hugged him tight and then to her horror, he hugged Khushi !!!

Akash : oops sorry Bhabhi, don’t mind, and Bhai please don’t blow your head off, you told me to call her 

Bhabhi and that means she is part of family right ?? so I can hug her with your permission ??

Arnav smiled at Akash !!

Arnav : you can Akash, like you said, she is very much part of our family now, I hope to hear the same from you pretty soon !!!

Akash : I hope so too Bhai, lets see where this goes !!!

Arnav then turned towards Raj who was still contemplating on his decision !!

Arnav : so what do you say uncle ?? Are you going to let me take Khushi with me ??

FF Our 9 Months - Part 29

Arnav felt electric jolts shooting down his spine as he saw his usually timid Khushi go all out carnal sin in front of him, her baby bump not diminishing but all adding more to her already glowing beauty, she gave him a wink as she vanished into the washroom, he leaped out of their bed and rushed to join her, he entered to see Khushi lighting up and decorating the entire place, she looked adorable, completely bare, she looked naturally sexy as lit up the entire place, taking no notice of the fact that her husband was too busy in making love to her mentally, she smiled as she felt a pair of arms encircling her waist, she let herself fall back into his arms, gasping as she felt his bare body press onto hers, Khushi giggled as she felt him nuzzling her neck and cheeks, his beard sending tingles down her spine as he moved his hands over her body, gently holding her baby bump.

He took her to the full length mirror hung in the corner, she smiled as she saw their reflection, blushing a deep reddish hue, she squirmed in his arms as he held her tighter, placing soft lingering pecks on her side of the neck, his lips traversing down to her shoulders while his fingers played havoc on her senses, Arnav pressed soft moist kisses down her entire length, giving special attention to their baby, he gave her a naughty smirk as he suddenly got up and picked her up in his arms, She squealed as he gently lowered her into the bath tub, blushing as she saw getting in after her !!!

Arnav : so my wife wanted to know if I am ready to join her for a shower ?? huh ??

Lets just say Mrs.Raizada that I am interested in a lot of things and all of it involves you as well, ready to know what your hubby dearest is interested in Jaan ??

Khushi  gave Arnav a wink as she cut him off by pulling him down for a kiss, a hot searing passionate kiss, the initial shock rendering him speechless but recovering soon, he kissed her back with equal passion, Khushi moaned into his mouth as he softly nipped her, seeking entrance into her mouth, their tongues performing its own dance of love as their hands explored each other.

His lips soon left her mouth as he scorched a blazing fire of passion down her body, placing hot branding kisses, each kiss claiming her as his own, their passion reached new heights, their wild fantasies empowered by the knowledge that they had each other all to themselves without any tension or responsibilities of a family being added to them, they were just 2 lovers, soulmates who were lost in their insatiable love and passion for each other.

He trailed his toes along her slender legs, sending shivers down her spine, it was an assault on her senses as his hands trailed over her curves, his lips leaving dark love bytes on her skin as she writhed in pleasure between his ever so talented fingers and his delectable mouth. the water turned tepid but not their passion as he loved her like there is no tomorrow, her raging hormones sending her over the edge as her husband took her to the zenith of pleasure and passion, Khushi arched back as his mouth came in contact with her core, her sheath wet and dripping, her wild scent driving him insane as he thrust his tongue into her sensitive core, Khushi cried out as he alternated between thrusts and strokes, sending her into a frenzy, pushing his fingers deep inside her, she scrumched his hair in her palms as she pushed him deeper, her body riding on its pinnacle, she came shattering down as her orgasm claimed her, not giving her time to recover, he immediately replaced his fingers, driving hard into her, pushing deep into her, until he touched her womb, Khushi threw her head back, moaning as she lost all her senses to his passionate assault, her wet insides milking him, clamping down hard on him, he thrust into her hard and fast, holding her securely in his arms as his mouth latched onto her breasts, her nipples puckering as his lips touched them, tugging and nipping them while she clenched down hard on him, his palms massaging her twin orbs as she cried out his name repeatedly !! Arnav roaring her name as he came with an earth shattering intensity that shook them both, he held in his arms as they caught their raging breaths, their hearts beating in unison.

Taking the towel from a nearby stand, Arnav wrapped Khushi in it as he lifted her in his arms and brought her to their room, he towelled her dry and gently laid her down on their bed, she was about to get up when he stopped her, He walked over to their closet and came out holding her night gown, she blushed as he made her get up and helped her wear it, leaving her overwhelmed at how he knew even the tiniest of her needs without her mentioning it,

Arnav : I would rather prefer to sleep with you , holding you bare in my arms but the weather is cold here and I don't want you falling sick Khushi !!!

Khushi blushed darker even if that was even possible...

Khushi : Arnavji you also need to wear your clothes, I don't want you falling sick in this cold weather either...

Arnav : relax Khushi, I am not going to fall sick, besides I know you love sleeping within the heat of bare body against yours, so no issues Jaan, I am fine.

He winked at her as he got in next to her and took her into his arms, hugging her close in his arms, Khushi let herself relax as Arnav held her tight in his arms, his body hot and warm against hers, Khushi wrapped herself tighter, as she placed soft kisses on her chest...

Arnav : Khushi you need to stop sweetheart or else I wont be able to hold back and I know you need rest !!

Khushi pressed herself tighter against him, her curves moulding onto his hard planes, she looked him straight in the eye,

Khushi : Maybe I don't want you to hold back Arnavji, Make love to me please !!

Arnav was shocked at her pleading tone and desperate request !! She didn't have to plead, she never had to ask him, he was all hers and she knew that !! He wanted her as much as she needed him and thats all it took for the love birds to once again immerse themselves into the whirlpool of passion that surrounded them !!!

Hours later Khushi fell asleep as Arnav watched over her, he placed soft moist kisses on her shoulder and face as she slowly drifted off to a peaceful sleep in his warm arms , his one hand  kept on their baby as they slowly drifted off to sleep.

The next morning dawned bright and beautiful and Khushi opened her eyes to find Arnav curled around her, his arms holding her tight, his face buried in the crook of her neck as he slept, she smiled as she turned to him and caressed his face, her husband looked like a baby while he slept, she gently pecked his lips and and slowly removed herself from his protesting arms, she moved to the windows and drew back the curtains, the sight that greeted her was so beautiful , that it looked as though the skies had opened into the heavens, surrounded by greenery all around, the sun rising slowly, rainbows casting a heavenly aura and the cold wind, Khushi sighed as she enjoyed the morning rush of cold air through her body, Arnav had opened his eyes to the glorious sight of his wife enjoying the early morning weather, he watched her with a smile as he saw her enraptured expressions, just as he was watching her, she turned and saw that he was awake, he held out his hand to her, beckoning her to join him, she walked over to him and propped herself next to him, and Arnav immediately wrapped his hands around her belly while he rested his face over her womb, placing a soft kiss for their baby, Khushi 's fingers stroking through his hair as they sat their in total silence and perfect serenity !! It looked like a portrait straight out from the most beautiful of dreams !!

Arnav slowly turned himself in her lap to look at her, she knew he had something to tell her,

Arnav : Khushi there is something I want from you sweetheart .

Khushi : what is it Arnavji, you know you can ask me anything you want !!

Arnav : Khushi, its been more than 2 years since we got married and we are soon going to have a baby, Khushi atleast now listen to me and call me by my name, call me Arnav , thats how I want to hear you calling me, drop the " JI " Khushi, I don't want it, you don't have to prove your love or respect to me by adding a suffix to my name, I know what your heart holds for me !!!

Khushi was shocked, she knew he was right, he had always wanted her to call him Arnav but she had never been able to do it, it was unthinkable to her to call him by his name !! but here she could see that her husband wanted to hear it so badly, she saw it in his eyes...

Arnav kissed her fingertips as he continued speaking...

Arnav : Khushi no one is going to say anything, there is nothing wrong if you call me by my name, we are husband and wife Khushi, we are equals and my wife can call me by my name if I can take hers !! Please Khushi, please do think about it !!

Khushi couldn't stand his hurt, she realized how badly he wanted herself to be considered his equal, to be on par with him or above him but not below him, she knew what he wanted was only just and fair, she look down at him lying on her lap, his face adorning a childlike expression...

" ARNAV " !!!

Arnav listened to her spellbound, his name rang like a soft melody through the silence, sending a fierce rush of possessiveness through him as she took his name for the first time !! It sounded so sexy and primal when he heard it from her, like it had taken a whole new dimension and meaning to it now !!

He got up and pulled her into his arms...

Arnav : Again Khushi !!! Call me Arnav again...

Khushi : I love you Arnav !! we both do ( she touched her belly ) our baby loves its Papa and I love you as well Arnav !!!

Arnav smiled at her, his smile was blinding, his happiness knew no bounds as he crushed her into his arms, pulling her in for a long passionate kiss as yet another day started of in their beautiful life together !!! 

Precap : Someone Kicked !! 

FF Let Me Love You - Part 7

They broke apart from the hug, their foreheads touching each other, they stood there in the serenity of the moment, Khushi felt a strange sense of peace, something that she had never felt in all these years , she felt Arnav slowly pull apart, her heart protesting as she felt the warmth leaving her, she looked at Arnav who was looking at her, his eyes reflecting unending love care and heartfelt affection...

Arnav : Khushi, you haven't eaten anything whole day sweetheart, come with me, lets get you something to eat !!

Khushi felt a pleasant sense of warmth entering her heart, it was the first time since Rahul's death that someone actually bothered to think about her, whether she ate, whether she slept, how she felt, she had always been left uncared for but now with Arnav, she again had someone who genuinely cared about her and not because she was the daughter of the powerful Raj Gupta, people who cared about her because of her father's money and notorious activities !!

They walked into a huge spacious and meticulously clean kitchen, Arnav watched as she moved about exploring the place, it felt like bringing his wife home for the first time and letting her get to know their home, it made him happy to see Khushi more at ease with him, she seemed happy, and then she turned to Arnav, a radiant smile on her face,

Khushi  : you are very particular about keeping your place clean aren't you ?? the entire house practically screams it out loud Arnav, it shows what kind of a person lives here and its beautiful !! its perfect !!

Arnav smiled at her, he chuckled as he read her observation, she was partially right but partially wrong !!

Arnav : Khushi, today this house feels like my home because you are here with me, its beautiful and perfect because the home has finally got its soul , its not my home  Khushi, its ours, get used to accepting my world as yours too now just like how I accepted yours and yes I am very particular about keeping  my surroundings clean, I hate stuff lying misplaced or uncared for, I am very possessive Khushi , about the people I love and the things I care about !!

Khushi saw his eyes getting intense with emotion as he spoke the last lines, he came over to her and caught her in his arms, pulling her flush against his body...

Arnav : and that includes you too Khushi !! I am very very possessive about you so anyone who dares to mess with you will have to go through me first !!

He placed a firm kiss on her forhead as Khushi hugged him closer, it was after ages that she felt so secure, so comforted in someone's prescence !!

Arnav : why don't I make you something to eat ?? what would you like to eat Khushi ??

It was Khushi 's turn to laugh now...

Khushi : Are you telling me that the great ASR, heir of AR designs knows to cook as well !! Multifaceted are you ??

Arnav laughed as she teased him, he decided to indulge her, he wanted her to get comfortable around him, he wanted her to take the freedom and liberty to enter his privacy...

Arnav : well Miss Soon Going To Be Mrs.Arnav Singh Raizada, I had to learn the tough way, living on my own while I was away at Harvard, having no girlfriends and that means no one to cook for me, so yes I had to learn the tough way !!

It was Khushi who was shocked now, it was so strange to find guys these days who had never had atleast one girlfriend !!

Khushi : Seriously Arnav , you never had even one girlfriend, you are so damn weird !!

Arnav : Is that a complaint now Khushi , I thought you would be happy about the fact that you wouldn't have to deal with the trouble of ex girlfriends and here you are calling me weird !!

Khushi : I wouldn't complain even if you had dated Arnav, knowing my past , I don't expect Prince Charming to walk into my life !!

Her words drove a stake through Arnav, how he wished he could convince her that with a heart like hers, she deserved the best in the world and that he was just lucky to get her !!! He knew it would take time for her to accept the beauty of her heart, time for her  to accept the fact that she wasn't tainted and he was willing to wait as long as it takes !!

Arnav : well what can I say Khushi, I am your Prince Charming and I have been waiting for you my whole life !!!

Khushi felt her eyes well up with tears and before she could let them fall he had kissed them away, one by one !! His lips left a soft tingling sensation where they had touched her, his touch was getting more possessive and Khushi enjoyed it, his kisses were warm and full of pure love and care and assurance.

Arnav : why don't we get started with lunch Khushi  ??

Khushi : How about I cook today Arnav ?? I think you should try my cooking, what if its horrible and you end up having to endure my horrible cooking skills for the rest of your life !!

Arnav : well as long as you are there, I care to hoots if I have to eat stale or burnt food, but don't worry, in case you  are bad at it, then I will teach you, I am a pretty good cook myself !!

He gave her one of his naughty winks !!

Khushi laughed...

Khushi : don't be so excited , I am a pretty good cook myself, you tell me what you would like to have for lunch and I will get started !!

Arnav : Ummm how about we cook together ?? that will be so much more fun Khushi !!

The pair of them laughed out at their own craziness, it was a beautiful sight, to watch Khushi smiling from her heart, a chirpy carefree laugh, the world lay forgotten as the two love birds busied themselves, Khushi had so much fun cooking with Arnav, laughing at his jokes, Khushi was so comfortable in his company that she unknowingly started humming songs, 

Tu Hai Aasmaan Main Teri Yeh Zameen Hai 

Tu Jo Hai To Sab Kuch Hai Na Koi Kami Hai

Tu Hai Aasmaan Main Teri Yeh Zameen Hai 

Tu Jo Hai To Sab Kuch Hai Na Koi Kami Hai

Tu Hi Dil Hai Tu Hi Jaan Bhi Hai

Tu Khushi Hai Aasra Bhi Hai

Teri Chaahat Zindagi Hai 

Tu Mohabbat Tu Aashiqui Hai Tu Aashiqui Hai

Tu Hi Dil Hai Tu Hi Jaan Bhi Hai

Tu Khushi Hai Aasra Bhi Hai

Teri Chahat Zindagi Hai 

Tu Mohabbat Tu Aashiqui Hai Tu Aashiqui Hai

Tu Aashiqui Hai Tu Aashiqui Hai 

Pyaar Mein Hi Dhoondhta Hoon 

Pyaar Se Hi Poojta Hoon Tujhe

Pyaar Mein Hi Dhoondhte Hai

Pyaar Se Hi Poojte Hai Tujhe

Tera Chehra Roshni Hai

Tu Mohabbat Tu Aashiqui Hai Tu Aashiqui Hai

Tu Hai Aasmaan Main Teri Yeh Zameen Hai 

Tu Jo Hai To Sab Kuch Hai Na Koi Kami Hai

Tu Hi Dil Hai Tu Hi Jaan Bhi Hai

Tu Khushi Hai Aasra Bhi Hai

Teri Chaahat Zindagi Hai 

Tu Mohabbat Tu Aashiqui Hai Tu Aashiqui Hai

Har Safar Mein Har Nazar Mein 

Har Sahar Main Dekhta Hoon Tujhe

Har Safar Mein Har Nazar Mein 

Har Sahar Main Dekhte Hai Tujhe

Pyaar Hai Jo Tu Wohi Hai

Tu Mohabbat Tu Aashiqui Hai Tu Aashiqui Hai

Tu Hai Aasmaan Main Teri Yeh Zameen Hai 

Tu Jo Hai To Sab Kuch Hai Na Koi Kami Hai

Tu Hi Dil Hai Tu Hi Jaan Bhi Hai

Tu Khushi Hai Aasra Bhi Hai

Teri Chaahat Zindagi Hai 

Tu Mohabbat Tu Aashiqui Hai Tu Aashiqui Hai

Tu Mohabbat Tu Aashiqui Hai Tu Aashiqui Hai

Tu Aashiqui Hai Tu Aashiqui Hai

Tu Aashiqui Hai 

Arnav was lost in the beauty of her voice, she was truly a nightingale, He had never heard a more beautiful voice before, her songs held all the pain in her heart but her face  also spoke of the happiness in her life now and his heart threatened to burst of happiness as he realised that he was the reason behind her heartfelt joy, Khushi didn't realise for a long time that she had been singing, she was brought out of her song when Arnav's silence struck her !!

She turned around to see Arnav watching her with a soft smile, thats when she realised the fact that she had been singing all this while, she blushed as she saw the depth of love and happiness reflected in his eyes, she couldn't believe it herself that she had been singing for so long !! She rarely sung when others were around her, Rahul was the only other person who had heard her singing, over the past few years, since his death, she sang only when the pain was too much to bear, and music was her only source of an outlet to vent out her pain, she used to sing and play her violin while she was alone in her room, she turned away as she saw Arnav walking towards her,

She held her breath as he came and stood behind her, he moved her hair towards one side of shoulders, his breath sending warm tingles through her skin, she felt his hot lips near her ears, she gasped as she felt him sucking her ear lobe, she fell back against him as she heard him whisper...

Arnav : Promise me that this music will always be there in my life Khushi, always !! I want to hear you sing like this always !!! Be ready Mrs.Raizada, you are going to sing a lot more frequently from now on, just for me to hear, and someday the world will hear you as well !!

Khushi turned around and threw herself into his arms , he could feel her tears wetting his shirt but he let her take it all out, he knew there was a lot of she wanted to share with him, and he was going to be a part of all of it, a part of her every single thought, memory, word and action !!

Khushi : Rahul taught me to sing, he taught me to play violin Arnav !! He was the only one who herard me sing or play violin , he always kept saying that I played better than him, Anjali Mausi taught him, it seems Mama also was a good singer, Rahul kept telling me that it must be her talent that I inherited, I miss Mama Arnav and I miss Rahul and Anjali Mausi, even I would have had a happy family and loving people around me, why was God so cruel to me Arnav !! Why did he take away everyone leaving me alone !!

Arnav cupped her cheeks and he kissed her tears away, he felt as though a red hot iron was being plunged into his body, her pain tearing at his heart, his fury rising to levels that if unleashed, it could lead to an all out destruction of the Guptas !!

Arnav : Ssshhh Khushi, God wasn't cruel to you , he has written down a beautiful life for you and I am extremely thankful to the Gods for making me a part of your life ahead, You were left behind because the Gods knew I was waiting for you, I know you miss Mama and Rahul and Anjali Mausi, but they are happy today Khushi, they are happy to see you smiling once again !!

Arnav hugged her as he led her outside, there was something he wanted to show her and he knew she would love it, it was one of his favourite parts in the house, he opened one of the doors that led out from the living room and Khushi stood framed in the doorway , too shocked for words !!!

He knew she would be stunned, it was his private garden inside the house, he had, had it specially designed, every single plant in the garden had been planted and tended to by him, it was his favourite hide out !!

Khushi had never seen anything so beautiful !! It was as though the heavens had opened itself down for her, so bright and colourful and airy and sunny, it was too beautiful to be described and thats when it struck her, she turned to Arnav with a knowing smile on her face,

Khushi : you did this, didn't you ?? the entire garden here , its your work isn't it ??

Arnav was surprised that she could feel his hands behind it,

Arnav : How did you know Khushi ???

She smiled at him as she took his hands and walked inside,

Khushi : everything about this room, every single plant , it speaks of love Arnav , this could have been done only by a person whose heart is pure , by a person who only knows to love !! And thats you Arnav !!

She smiled at him as she moved about setting the table, her confession had left him speechless, she had started knowing him so well in so little a time, soon he joined her and together they set the table and sat down to have lunch, they were chatting away like 2 old friends who had met after a long time,  the time flew by and they soon cleared up and washed, while they were cleaning, Arnav noticed Khushi yawning, without warning he picked her up and took her to their bedroom, 

Khushi was too shocked for words, She didn't say a word as he gently laid her down on the bed and got in next to her and took her into his arms,

Arnav : Relax Khushi, I can see that you are feeling sleepy, thats why I brought you here, don't be scared, I am not going to do anything that will hurt you , you have nothing to be afraid of princess, I am just going to hold you as you sleep, or if you want I can go out if that makes you comfortable, tell me Khushi, anything you want.

Khushi was touched by his care, she knew he wouldn't do anything that hurt her, she wasn't scared of him, she was puzzled as to why he had taken her to the bedroom all of a sudden but his actions never scared her !!

Khushi : Dont go Arnav, I trust you to never hurt me.

Arnav : then sleep now Khushi, I'll be here watching over you, sleep now princess.

He placed a gentle kiss on her forehead and watched her as she slept off, he watched her as she slept, holding his angel in his arms, he wouldn't be a man if he said he didn't feel anything,

 there was so much he wanted to do'.

 to share with her'.

to love her'.

to show her that falling in love is a beautiful feeling and how much they meant to each other ...

But he also knew that  their love wasn't easy, she had a heart that had been ripped apart as brutally as her body had been wrecked, he knew she had memories that would come back to haunt her at the slightest of his intimate touches, intimacy was something that scared her now, but he also knew that he would slowly remove all of them and replace them with beautiful ones, memories of his touch, he would show her that to love and be loved was as natural as breathing, there would come a day when she would only be too happy to share her intimate space with him, and then together they would explore their love, make love such that no other lovers ever would loved each other as much as they do, there would come a day when they are one soul and 2 bodies joined together for an eternity.

She snuggled closer into his arms , her face buried in the crook of his neck , searching for his warmth, hugging him closer, Arnav pulled her in closer, giving her what she wanted, he knew it would take a long time to heal her heart soul and body off all the trauma and pain she had undergone but he knew he could do it, he knew he was the only one who could do it and he was going to do exactly that !!

He wasn't going to let any of those who bas***ds who had ruined her life walk free...

The Guptas were soon going to pay for their sins...

They were going to know what would happen to the people who hurt the reason for his existence...

They were going to see ASR, his fury unleashed on them, they were going to be victims of his terrible rage that was eternally feared by everyone who knew him !!

And Khushi, she would always have her Arnav beside her, to love her, cherish her, care for her , protect her and to live their beautiful forever in this paradise of theirs.

FF Our 9 Months - Part 28

Arnav tucked in Khushi closer to him as the scenery changed, they watched as they sped past Delhi and the mountains of Kulu Manali came into view, Khushi was lost in the sheer perfection of mother nature, the cool breeze caressing her face, the locks of her wavy hair flying through the wind, if Khushi was lost in mother nature’s beauty then Arnav was lost in the beauty of the woman he held in his arms, her face was the picture of happiness, she was the reason for his existence and he vowed to himself to never let anything or anyone come close to hurting her or cause her pain of any kind. 

He had his one hand on her womb, gently caressing their baby through her skin, Khushi turned and smiled at him as she placed her hand over his, he placed a soft kiss on her forhead as she laid her head over his heart.
Time passed as they flew in silence and soon the RM guesthouse came into view , it was sight to watch from the air, with the mountains flanging it from all sides, with its very own gardens and pools, it was a breathtaking sight, as they touched down, the doors were opened and Arnav stepped out, the cold wind chilling him, he held out his hand for Khushi who stepped out into the chilling winds only to find herself being wrapped into Arnav jacket as he lifted her into his arms, 
Khushi gasped in surprise but knew there was no point arguing with her husband, he gave her a naughty smile as he carried her over the threshold and gently placed her onto the couch in the living room,he turned to the security agents who had followed them inside,

Arnav : Is everything safe ?? has the house been thoroughly searched ?? I don’t want any more let downs from your side !! 

Agent : Yes ASR, the entire house and nearby locales, its been searched and we have our security personnel at all spots, there is nothing to worry Sir, enjoy your vacation, and if any emergency , then pls ring the alarm bells that have been installed or else contact me on my 24*7 emergency number. 

Arnav : thank you agent, you may leave now. 

As soon as they were left alone, he turned to look around for Khushi who was slowly trying to get up,

Arnav : Khushi Jaan, do you need something ?? 

Khushi : Arnavji I am fine, stop worrying now , will u ?? I was getting up so that I could look around our home !! 

Arnav smiled at her as he cupped her cheeks in his hands...

Arnav : Jaan its my nature to be worried about you and our baby, and if u want to look around then just tell me, I will show you around, now come with me !! 

Arnav took Khushi around ans showed her to each one of the rooms, it was picture perfect, exactly as they needed, calm peaceful and serene, away from all the chaos , he took her out to the gardens, the driveways, they watched as the sun set for the day, 









It was a beautiful sunset and Arnav held Khushi in his arms as they watched night falling, he cupped her face, looking deep into her eyes and slowly brought his lips closer to hers, Khushi blushed but she didn’t pull away, she looped her hands around his neck and pulled him closer, and just the sun vanished from the view, 



They kissed, a soft gentle kiss, their hearts dancing in unison, their hearts beating in perfect sync, and soon what started as a gentle kiss turned passionate and hot, Arnav kissed her like a parched man who had found his oasis, Khushi moaned as her passion reached heights that she couldn’t control, their breathing labored as their tongues danced in unison, fighting for dominance, they broke apart but didn’t let go as they hugged each other tighter !! 

Arnav picked her up in his arms and led her inside, they entered their room and Arnav placed her down in front of the full length mirror, he turned her to face the mirror,





She blushed as he moved her hair aside to one side, he bend down and placed a gentle soothing kiss on the side of her neck, gently sucking on the spot he kissed, Khushi laid her head against his shoulder giving him free reign, he smirked as he removed her earrings and placed them on the table...

His hands trailed a fiery path down the length of her hands, his fingers caressing her lightly, goosebumps erupting on her skin, he slowly slipped her bangles off  her hands, he was about to remove her rings when she stopped him, Arnav looked at her....

Arnav : Let me remove it Khushi, you must be weighed down with all these jewellery, I know it isn’t much but it will be good for you to be bare of all these for sometime.

Khushi : If I asked you to remove our engagement ring from your finger, would you remove it ?? 

Arnav : No Khushi, I will never part with it.

Khushi : Then dont remove them from me  Arnavji, its a symbol of our bond and no matter how tired I am , the ring or my Mangalsutra can never be a burden on my body, never remove them from my body , I am incomplete without them and sindoor in your name !! 

Arnav hugged her from behind, crushing her petite frame to his body, their bodies perfectly aligned against each other, he slowly unravelled her sari, lifted her in his arms and laid her gently onto the mattress, she watched as he removed his shirt before joining her on bed, but he didn’t take her in his arms, instead he slowly moved down to her stomach and laid his head over her womb, hugging her close, 

Khushi’s eyes welled up and heart fluttered with emotion as she watched him hold their baby sleeping inside her, Arnav placed soft feather light kisses on her stomach, the memories haunting him, he had come so close to losing the 2 people who made his world, his Khushi and their baby, Khushi was startled to feel wetness on her stomach and looked up to see Arnav’s tears falling on her, she gently pulled him up, she could see his fears, she slowly kissed them away,

Khushi : its over Arnavji, I am safe, our baby is fine, you are fine and also our family, please don’t be upset.

Khushi smiled as he gave her a tight hug and quick peck on her lips....

Arnav: No more Khushi, wont let anything happen to you or our baby, I have had enough dealing with everything that threatens to hurt you, I wont let them take another shot at you, I am not letting you out of my sight until the people who are after us are put behind the bars !! 

Khushi felt her heart constrict with emotions unknown as she saw his love and care for her, she knew that no matter how many days they had together, she would always want more with this man !! the man she had once thought as the devil had actually turned out to be the person she couldn’t live without !!! 

She decided to lighten up the mood, she gave him a naughty wink as she pulled him closer, her hands slowly tracing over his hard planes and smooth muscles rippling in the night glow, Arnav tensed as he felt her fingers create a blazing trail of sensations over which he had no control, She came as close as possible to his lips, lightly placed a kiss on his lips before pulling away and before he knew it , she had moved away from him and got off the bed....

Arnav watched as she sashayed towards the bathroom, he watched  in shock as he saw his timid Khushi turn into a vixen, he was struck mute as she slowly stripped herself right in front of his eyes,her eyes held a sexy gleam as she spoke....

Khushi : care to join me for a shower Mr.Raizada ?? 

Precap 

FF Love In Death Valley - Part 5

“KHUSHI”  

His voice echoed through the cave, a silent whisper through the calmness that surrounded them but its reverberations were felt through out Death Valley, light seeped intp Death Valley like a shining beacon of hope before fading away, the single moment blinding every soul , Daityas rendered helpless as their powers left them,it was a moment of total abandon, a moment that stood still, not a soul stirred, the evil overlords of  Death Valley  surrounded by blinding rays so powerful that it threatened to blind them  in the never ending blaze, and then it passed, darkness returned, Ahi and Mitra knew that the omens didn’t bode well, ever since Arnav came of age, they were living in dread every moment of their lives, their lifelong quest to find the escaped souls of Nysa had gone in vain, the prophecy by Elissa was nearing its time of fulfillment and they had to do all in their power to prevent it from happening, little did they know.... 

That it had already happened....

That the wheels had been  set in motion....

Destruction of Death Valley had begun....

Sacrifices will be made....

Lives will be lost....

What was written by Gods...could never be altered by the evil souls on earth.

Khushi  smiled, a smile that could light up any soul, a smile that Arnav would never forget, a smile that will be etched into his memory, inked into his heart , carved into his soul , for an eternity, it was the smile coming from a soul who had just found her identity from her true soulmate, Arnav & Khushi , they were born soulmates, their lovestory had started, the very soul against whom Arnav was kept away from, all the powers of death Valley couldn’t stop Arnav from meeting Khushi as was destinied, Khushi leaned forward and gently kissed him, Arnav circled her in his arms and pulled her closer as the deepened the kiss, Arnav was surprised at himself at how familiar he felt with her, he had been virtually ignorant of the existence of a race that complemented his, a race that was vital for the survival of humanity, yet everything he felt for her, everything she made him feel, their touches and caresses, their kisses, it all had a natural ethreal feel to it and he didn’t want to pull away from her but he knew he had to go, he had been with her too long and he didn’t want the Daityas coming in search of him, he pulled away from her….

Arnav : How will I find you again Khushi ?? How do I reach you ?? What if I never see you again ?? 

Khushi hushed him by kissing him lightly on his lips...

Khushi : we will meet everyday Arnav, and no one can tear us apart, there will be many who try to but we will always be together, the unicorn who led you to me, will show you the way out and wait for it to turn up tomo, I will send him to come to you  and he will bring you to me again, we will meet everyday from now on and then a day will come when wouldn’t have to stay apart. But go now and beware of the people around you, they will ask you questions, behave normal, do not let them know that you have finally found out about my existence which they intended to prevent you from knowing.

Arnav gave her a reassuring smile and walked out from the cave, Khushi followed him and soon led him to the unicorn, Arnav hugged her again for one brief moment...

Arnav : please let this not be a dream from which I wake up, I want this to be real, and I want to be with you forever.

Khushi hugged him back tighter...

Khushi : this isn’t a dream Arnav, its real, I waited 20 long years of my life for you, for you to give me a name, for you to love me, this is a reality that even more beautiful than the dreams that we see.

Arnav released her and without looking back once followed the unicorn, walking away from his Khushi because he knew that if he turned to look at her, then he would never be able to leave her, and he left, his heart left behind with Khushi, his mind full of everything that had happened today, his soul still fluttering with a feeling so alien to him that he felt that he taken a rebirth, walking back towards his people and his world, he felt as though he been born anew, a whole knew person, it felt as though his past life was just a blur now, a moment in the past.

Arnav soon reached the clearing where his stallion was left, the Unicorn looked at him and then turned around and left, Arnav watched it go, wondering what would happen if he followed it back but then right before his eyes, it vanished into the mist,  Arnav turned to see his steed waiting for him, Abastor had been his constant companion, fiercest among the horses in Death Valley, even the shadow of Abastor could make the inhabitants flee. 

Abastor 



They said that the horse and rider share a connection, the same goes for Arnav and Abastor, every creature in Death Valley had evil residing in it in varying degrees, Abastor was the king of all stallions of Death Valley, he had an inane will power to wreck evil, having been brought up under Ahi’s training, there was no hesitance to kill if Arnav was riding on Abastor, Arnav’s soul had been maimed by too much evil and Abastor was one among that but as Arnav mounted the stallion today, Abastor felt a sense of chill creeping through him, there was something that was different, Arnav seemed distant and removed, the passion with which Arnav rode Abastor was missing...

Nenyrast



 Arnav simply let Abastor take him back to his palace, Arnav’s home, the castle, it was home to to the evil omnipotennts of Death Valley, the very air around it reeked of blood and death, it was home to all the evil overlords, only the evil and the cursed could survive in it, nothing good had ever entered it or survived in it, the Daityas were around him, the mist had them trapped in it and they had emerged from it to see Arnav waiting for them on Abastor but they could see the change in the prince, he looked cold and distant but Arnav allayed their fears…

Arnav : where were you all lost into ?? its not the first time that you have ridden through Death Valley then why were you lost like children who needs to be piggybacked !!! As punishment you will loose your kill for tonight, you will not hunt any creature, and i hope it will serve as a punishment incase you loose yourselves once again !!! 

The Daityas cowered in fear seeing Arnav’s fury, the evil that resided in Arnav, his fury, his thirst to kill and feast on it was a legend in Death Valley and no one desired to be victims of that !! little did they know that the fury they saw today was just an act by Arnav to convince them that he was still the same. Arnav smiled inwardly as he looked at his home, but today he couldn’t call it home, it repelled him, there was a force around it that threatened to blow away his memories about Khushi, it send a silent chill through his heart, an odd sense of fear gripped him, he couldn’t loose her memories, he couldn’t be part of anything that threatened to destroy his memory about her, just then he heard her voice speak to him, her soft voice that was music to his heart and ears….

“enter  Nenyrast without fear Arnav, you wont loose me or our memories to the evil that resides here, the gods are watching over us, the angels are protecting us, enter without any fear and sleep well tonight because you will meet me again when dawn breaks tomorrow “ 

Arnav smiled as he entered Nenyrast, Ahi and Mitra saw him coming in and went out to meet him,

Mitra : Arnav , where were you ?? you had been gone for so long ?? what took you so long ??? 

Arnav bit back his anger at the two people standing in front of him, they were always the 2 men that he had respected and trusted blindly, they had raised him, but now he knew that these two people were his biggest enemies, he knew these were the two people instrumental in keeping him away from Khushi and he knew that it was the denizens of Nenyrast that he had to be beware off, if evil resides in Death Valley then Nenyrast is its home !!

Arnav : Ahi, Mitra, do you think anything in Death Valley can disturb me ?? you both look shaken and worried, is there any problem, because I had a very thrilling afternoon, the hunt was really good, the best hunt of my life !! 

Ahi, Mitra were shocked, none of the disturbances in Death Valley seemed to have affected Arnav, they realised that Elissa and her people were protecting Arnav as well, they decided to let it pass.

Mitra : everything is fine here as well Arnav, we were just wondering what took you so long, but if you had the best hunt of your life then its understood what kept you, go freshen up Arnav.

Arnav walked away, his eyes closed, his heart set on Khushi, he walked away to sleep off the night so that the day could take him to his Khushi.

Khushi meanwhile was with Elissa, the unicorn standing guard over them, she was lying down in Elissa’s lap, a gentle smile adorning her face, she had just finished recounting her meeting with Arnav to Elissa, ofcourse she didn’t tell Elissa any of their intimate moments and Elissa didn’t ask, she was happy learning Arnav’s acceptance, ever since the birth of Arnav, all Elissa wanted was to take Arnav into her care, even as a baby, Arnav had born curse, unaware of the betrayal that had been unleashed on him, she knew it was only a matter of time before Arnav came to live with them, she smiled as she saw Khushi lying on her lap, lost in her dreams, Elissa was happy hearing the name Arnav gave her,

it was the perfect selection...

a true reflection of his heart’s feelings....

pure and untouched....

She looked at the unicorn who was watching over Khushi, they watched her as she fell asleep, beautiful and glowing, meanwhile Arnav had fallen asleep as well, his face was the picture of peace and contentment while Khushi was the picture of ethereal perfection and serenity. Their dreams invaded them, dreams that took them both to their happy place, two souls who had found their haven in each other, and as they slept and the night gre darker, Elissa looked at the Unicorn...

It undertood that it was time to switch its guard, Elissa would take care of Khushi but Arnav needed to be protected, the Unicorn took off in one straight gallop, it sped through Death Valley , and then it all changed, the Unicorn was no longer a Unicorn, in its place stood a knight riding on a majestic stallion, Dayeus sat on Aeton, the divine stallion, the swiftest in the land, he slipped in and soon he was in Arnav’s room, Dayeus smiled as he saw Arnav sleeping, he had stood as an invisible guard to Arnav over the years but he had never seen the prince looking so serene and calm, he knew it was all because of his angel , his angel of light, his Khushi, Elissa and Dayeus had waiting for this moment for a long time now and they had sworn to themselves that they would do anything it takes….

Dayeus on Aeton 



To wipe out the evil in Death Valley....

To bring Nysa back to its majestic grandeur....

To revive the lostcivilisation of Nysa ....

And most of all, to make sure that nothing or no one ever came in the way of Arnav & Khushi and their love and future together....

Arnav & Khushi beginning of forever had been set in motion and the golden age of Nysa would rise once again. 

Glossary for this chapter : 

Nenyrast - Arnav's home in Death Valley, its soul of all evil in Death Valley.

Abastor - Arnav's horse, Greek name meaning "away from the stars" or "deprived of the light of day."

Dayeus - Knight of Nysa, more about him will be revealed later. 

Aeton - Dayeus's steed , Greek myth name of one Pluto's horses, usually rendered "swift as an eagle."